Once again I can't rest my bones
I can not find relief
I owe to myself an explanation
Why so much harm did I
And I try, try to recall
How it had all began
But there's something in my mind,
Deep in my heart
Something I can not stand

But I can not cry
Remember her face
I got tears no more
For my desert soul

Oh believe me Lord, I, I didn't mean to
I didn't mean to be mean
And I loved her more than
More than my life
But she treated me so bad
Oh give me power, give me the power
To leave these memories behind
Though I don't regret, it was her fault
It was only her fault

She just had to go
For ever out of my life
I just helped her to
Do what she had to do

I sit behind the curtains
And look through my window for hours
But my eyes, my glance always turns
To the small blue flowers
They grow alone on top of her body
Their color will never change
Just like her voice that I keep on hearing
Always calling my name

But I can't cry
Remember her eyes
When I'm looking at
At the grey blue sky

There's no south girl, when there is no north
As my mom always said
Well you tried to break
Break all the rules girl
You pushed it all too far
Now ashes fall babe
Ashes and tears, falling over your grave
And I wish you knew now how much I miss you
But you are not here

Cause you had to go
For ever away from my life
I just helped you to
Do what you had to do

Sometimes I think that I may be sick
Of course I'm not
Sometimes I think that maybe I was wrong
But I was not
And I can't cry
Remember her face
I'll be creeping on and on until the day I die

Once again I can not sleep tonight
I have that scene within my eyes
And I know that now and ever
I won't find peace of mind
She was lying there, it was so easy
I only had to dare
It was all her fault
Now I only stare at the small blue flowers there

She just had to go
For ever far from my life
I just helped her to
Do what she had to do


Lyrics submitted by Art93

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