One day the shadows will surround me
Someday the days will come to end
Sometime I'll have to face the real me
Somehow I'll have to learn to bend
And now I see clearly

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize, whoah
I apologize, whoah

One day I'll face the Hell inside me
Someday I'll accept what I have done
Sometime I'll leave the past behind me
For now I accept who I've become
And now I see clearly

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize

One day the shadows will surround me

All these times I simply stepped aside
I watched but never really listened
As the whole world passed me by
All this time I watched from the outside
Never understood what was wrong or what was right
I apologize
I apologize

Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
Whoah, I apologize
I apologize


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    My Interpretation

    This song is about Ivan Moody's issues with alcohol.

    "One day the shadows will surround me Someday the days will come to end Sometime I’ll have to face the real me Somehow I’ll have to learn to bend And now I see clearly"

    Ivan admits that he has a problem and that if he continues, it may kill him.

    "All these times I simply stepped aside I watched but never really listened As the whole world passed me by All this time I watched from the outside Never understood what was wrong or what was right I apologize, whoah I apologize, whoah"

    Ivan admits that he has made a mistake and he has finally seen what others have been trying to tell him all along which was that if he continues, he may lose everything he holds dear, whether it be his life or his role in Five Finger Death Punch.

    "One day I’ll face the Hell inside me Someday I’ll accept what I have done Sometime I’ll leave the past behind me For now I accept who I’ve become And now I see clearly"

    Ivan Moody is being optimistic about his future. He truly believes that he can become sober and stay that way.

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