In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
In this dark and lonely place
I feel like I've fallen from grace
The outsider for a lifetime
Hiding from their vicious eyes
The lights are out but I am in
The ice is melting on my skin
The cold winds blow deep into my dreams
Freezing all that's left of me
I've always felt this misery
I guess something is broken deep inside of me
When I am feeling so alone
I'm afraid I will never find my healing
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin' of
Oh, here they come with forks and fire
My destruction they desire
"Monster! Monster!" they are screaming
Like they've finally found their cure
They take me, torture and beat me
All they wanna do is bury me
And get rid of what they fear
'Cause I am the monster!
I've always felt this misery
I guess something is broken deep inside of me
When I am feeling all alone
I'm afraid I will never find my healing
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin'
Just a single day - one more single day
Inside this cage and I'll fade away
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
Je vis parce que je réve je suis le monstre
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin'
Just a single day - one more single day
Inside this cage and I'll fade away
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
My own monster
I feel like I've fallen from grace
The outsider for a lifetime
Hiding from their vicious eyes
The lights are out but I am in
The ice is melting on my skin
The cold winds blow deep into my dreams
Freezing all that's left of me
I've always felt this misery
I guess something is broken deep inside of me
When I am feeling so alone
I'm afraid I will never find my healing
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin' of
Oh, here they come with forks and fire
My destruction they desire
"Monster! Monster!" they are screaming
Like they've finally found their cure
They take me, torture and beat me
All they wanna do is bury me
And get rid of what they fear
'Cause I am the monster!
I've always felt this misery
I guess something is broken deep inside of me
When I am feeling all alone
I'm afraid I will never find my healing
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin'
Just a single day - one more single day
Inside this cage and I'll fade away
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
Je vis parce que je réve je suis le monstre
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
I've lost the things that I've been dreamin'
Dreamin'
Just a single day - one more single day
Inside this cage and I'll fade away
I've lost my way, I've lost my light
I've lost the stars inside my night
My own monster
Lyrics submitted by SergeF2007
I Am The Monster Lyrics as written by Davide Moras
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management
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