Started using again
Left my heart in Rocky Hill,
A hole burning in my head
Need a distraction from my head
Devil on my shoulder said: "try this instead"
So I started using again

Started sleeping again
Traded late nights and sheep for Vicodin
The guilt burning in my chest set it
I started sleeping again

I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time

I started smoking again
Guess I missed coughing my lungs up every morning
Needed anything to keep breathing,
To prevent my blood from bleeding
Started smoking again

I started loving again
Thought when I lost that will to live, I could never feel again
I'll give it one more shot and let someone in
Started loving again, I started loving again
I started loving again

I stopped wishing I was dead
Learned to love myself before anyone else
Become more than just a burden
I know I'm more than worthy of your time
I'm more than worthy of your time




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    General CommentThis guy is in recovery, and he's not doing well. So he relapsed.

    This song is both about the positive aspects of relapse and the negative aspects.

    When you're drugged, you can sleep. When you're drugged, the endorphins can bring you back to your happy place.

    He started using again, which creates a rush of nostalgic feels. He's back to himself.

    Of course it' fleeting. But this is the positive aspect of relapse. The euphoria before the collapse.
    sbryant31on August 26, 2016   Link

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