I’ve been lost in self-denial,
Suffered some setbacks and trials,
This is not the life I planned to lead.
I can close my mind for hours,
Superman has lost his powers,
Did you never see the hero bleed?

There’s times I really got things right,
And I sure put up a fight,
Solved some issues that had been posed.
But you don’t know the real person hiding deep inside this skin.

You see the smile spreading wide,
You don’t see what’s deep inside,
This awful fear of life.
This awful fear of life.

There’s so much hurt that I’ve deflected,
You just see what I’ve projected,
Transparencies that I choose to show.
I don’t confess to too much, only
Life behind this mask is lonely,
There’s so much about me you don’t know.

There’s times I really got things right,
And I sure put up a fight,
Solved some issues that had been posed.
But you don’t know the real person hiding deep inside this skin.

You see the smile spreading wide,
You don’t see what’s deep inside,
This awful fear of life,
And it feels just like
I’m standing at the edge of my disgrace,
With no emotion on my face,
This awful fear of life.
This awful fear of life.

I feel my life is a mind trip,
And sometimes the secrets slip,
It’s this illness, it will disclose.
And no one knows the real person hiding deep inside.

I’m standing at the edge of my disgrace,
A chasm in a barren place,
This awful fear of life,
It satisfies my
Need to draw the blade across my wrist,
Tick another off the list,
Why am I scared of this?

There’s times I really got things right,
And I sure put up a fight,
Solved some issues that had been posed.
But you don’t know the real person hiding deep inside this skin.

You see the smile spreading wide,
You don’t see what’s deep inside,
This awful fear of life,
And it feels just like
I’m standing at the edge of my disgrace,
With no emotion on my face,
This awful fear of life.
This awful fear of life.


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