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Do you think you can treat me this way?
Do you think I will say, “it’s OK”?
Have you enjoyed the ride so far, my friend?
Have you destroyed enough in my life?
Will you keep on crushing ‘til the end?
You would kill it all, but why?

Now you say, “please, let it go,”
Now you talk about forgive and forget,
I guess you see a brand new start from here,
I see no guilt or pain in your eyes
Will you start construction once again
Will you kill it all, but why?

I hear you talk about the share of pain
You also talk about, “let’s break the shame,”
We need a brand new day,
I’ll come out and say, “I'm free!”

But never a change,
I’ve seen it before
A promise from you means nothing at all
There is no life,
No hope in your eyes
And I feel I can’t take this no more

Do you feel something more than yourself,
Now you’ve used more than just me?
There is a “blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah,” surrounding you,
The fence is high, no clarity eyes,
Will you keep on lying ‘til the end?
Will you kill it all, but why?

Looking back I see the thread,
The connection in our blood,
Sometimes lost but still not dead,
I'm alive, breathing at the flood.
Not talking ‘bout fatalism,
I’ll choose my own line of action.
Not close to the right-wing moral,
Some sins will always tease attraction...

(See the future, have some spirit,
I had a touch from eternity,
See the halls of kings and creatures,
I will fly endlessly.)

I look back in retrospect,
Swinging high in my big trapeze,
I can see how we do connect,
Love can heal a broken heart.
We’re only humans after all,
Can’t afford a broken wing,
I’ll turn aside from your fall,
I’ll hope you hear the angels sing...

(See the future, have some spirit,
might’ve touched eternity,
Walk the halls of kings and creatures,
We can fly endlessly.
See the rise of mind and matter,
Life and death go ‘wheeze, whizz, bang,’
All the spirits see the future,
Seven days and kingdoms end.)

You is you and I am still,
I'm standing on my own,
I tried so hard to reach the hill,
Faith is the stepping stone.
My life goes on and on,
Make it day by day,
Mostly right, a little wrong,
Hey you, remember my name!

I remember once I used to be a person full of life,
Now not dry but drained, my friend, was that a big surprise?
Time goes fast, I had one shot, I aimed that target well,
It vanished into nothingness, turned heaven into hell.

I hate myself for what I’ve done, so ask me ‘bout the pain,
'Pity me' my middle name, I’ll never break the chain,
Standing there so clean and clear with answers in your hand,
Let it go, just let it be...
Let it stand!

(I hate myself for what I’ve done, so ask me ‘bout the pain,
'Pity me' my middle name, I’ll never break the chain,
Standing there so clean and clear with answers in your hand,
Let it go, just let it be...
Let it stand!)

The years have passed,
Still waiting for the sunshine,
That will shine down on me.
I’ve been in this cold hard wind,
Been doing time in wasteland,
Lord, I beg you, please let me in.

Let me be in your arms,
Please take me home,
Comfort me, help me through the night.
I’ve been so scared, I’ve been alone,
For a long, long, long time,
I need your light, I need a way to go.

I can reach the end, the final round,
I can meet your soul on higher ground,
A new day will dawn, a smile is on your face.
Open the doors and let me in,
I need to walk by your side, and time will spin,
Life will become what life was meant to be.

And so the time is here to say goodbye,
The big green spinning hand, don’t ask me why,
I see this brand new day
The sun is green, not grey,
The smiling days are here,
This book is closed and you are near,
I see your eyes.

Reach out, time is laughing,
Weightless, birds are floating,
Everything goes on and round
In circles and my mind is gone,
Detaining lust and vicious
Thoughts, my head hears voices
Calling, saying...
Reach out, time’s a twister,
So she to ruin,
Looking at the seeds of love,
The wheels of life are spinning, while
The past is now, and now will be
The time ahead and I can see the light.