Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when

Some days I feel like a saint, I'm so alive
Some days I can't make any moves
It's like I have no spine
Can't do anything right
And when midnight comes I've run out of time to
Make some kind of difference
But I realize I constantly overlook the impact I've made
Maybe I'm longing to change my own face
To make you proud, I wanna make you proud
When you're looking down on me

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish broken heart and how I got this far
Coping with the thought of holding you a minute longer in my arms is beyond me
I set you free, but I feel so guilty cause
I take every sunrise for granted
Sometimes I forget your voice I can't stand it
Am I wrong for moving on

A product of a free world
Take wing over the coast of a better day
I'm stuck in my dark days
But I can be stronger than you remember
We're coming up on December, but I'm not cold

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

But I'm a selfish broken heart
I wanna see what you see
I wanna be where you are

My mind's wide open like starry skies
I ask God questions and wonder why
The hell that you're not here
I wanna disappear with you now

Remember when I didn't need you
Well I need you now
To hold my head up high say it's all better child
Remember when I was alone and crying out
You will be missed
But I know youre all better now


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    Song MeaningI believe this song is dedicated to Tyler's best friend Rachel Reece who died in a car accident back in 2008. I watch an interview with Tyler today, and he said the two of them both wanted to start playing music together and become the next "Sonny and Cher", and that when she he got the phone call saying she had passed away he gave up on music entirely, until he got a call from Rise about joining Woe, Is Me.
    ghostmanon3on February 21, 2014   Link

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