This is gospel for the fallen ones
Locked away in permanent slumber
Assembling their philosophies
From pieces of broken memories

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

Their gnashing teeth and criminal tongues conspire against the odds
But they haven't seen the best of us yet

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

This is gospel for the vagabonds
Ne'er-do-wells, insufferable bastards
Confessing their apostasies
Led away by imperfect impostors

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart
Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart, this is the beat of my heart

Don't try to sleep through the end of the world
And bury me alive
'Cause I won't give up without a fight

If you love me let me go
If you love me let me go
'Cause these words are knives that often leave scars
The fear of falling apart
And truth be told, I never was yours
The fear, the fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, the fear of falling apart
Ooh oh oh ooh, the fear, the fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart
The fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart
The fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart
The fear of falling apart

Ooh oh oh ooh, this is the beat of my heart
The fear of falling apart


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    My Interpretation

    I know this is not how it was mean't, I know why Brendon wrote it, but I had my own idea before I discovered that and I want to tell a story.

    It's a stupid one, and especially not a rarity. I'm 14 and I guess its going to seem naive and immature.

    It's my first year of secondary school and the first time in my school life i've felt like I fit in anywhere. I listen to weird music, I dress differently, I somewhat emo I guess, my wrists are scarred, I'm weird and nerdy.

    This year I met a bunch of guys and a few girls who I fit in with. It was pretty amazing. I dont feel shy or insecure around them.

    I had two best friends, both guys and stupidly, I had a crush on one. Cooper's not exactly cute, nor normal, but I loved his personality and I trusted him with all my dark secrets. I dont really trust people.

    Of course, one day I realised I liked him and I kinda wanted to ask him out but i was scared to ruin our friendship. I had no idea what to do. I told Luke and eventually it got out and one of my friends asked him out for me and so on...

    We got together and yeah promised nothing would happen if we broke up.

    So far I swear I sound like a dumb little kid who thinks she's in love.

    I don't know how to explain the feeling.

    He made me feel like maybe I was worth something. Maybe I wasn't ugly. I truly believed him when he called me beautiful. It's not a light I've ever seen myself in before. We would text all night, and it was amazing, I loved him so much. It's indescribable. I was certain I wouldn't be okay without him, because it was only with him I had recovered from everything else.

    One day, at school, he got hit in the head with a rock, and I was the first one at his side and blood just poured everywhere.

    I got on the bus that night and Charlotte and Luke were behind me. "Luke, can I please tell her?" "She'll find out soon enough, dont make it worse."

    Charlotte told me anyway.

    Cooper was planning to break up with me.

    It was amazing, the physical pain, I could feel everything drop as the reality reduced me to tears. I was broken from that moment on.

    I got home and texted him, telling him I already knew. I was holding onto the very very last hope that maybe it was all shit and we'd be okay.

    I was wrong.

    I think it took 11 hours of crying to get me to sleep. I was just utterly broken. I was lost. Idk. I wasn't okay. I needed him. I missed him soo much.

    I had people there for me the entire time, but I felt alone. Erghh I hate saying this part but I stopped eating and started cutting.

    Anyway... where this is going. Cooper and I stopped talking. He got a new girlfriend and I needed to let got. 7 weeks later I havent let go and I'm not okay. But beside the point. I always took this song as coming from Cooper.

    "If you love me let me go" I need to let go... "These words are knives and often leave scars" What his words left behind "And truth be told I never was yours" We are 14, it doesnt matter, did i really expect it to last? "The fear of falling apart." I'm just scared of falling apart without him.

    That's how I always saw it... kinda dumb, huh?

    BrokenMemorieson November 24, 2013   Link

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