"Diary of a Deadman" as written by Ivan Moody, Jeremy Spencer, Thomas Jason Grinstead, Zoltan Bathory and Kevin Churko....
Looking back I still have so many questions
So many things unanswered
Like what did I do?
What could I do?
Was there ever a moment you cared?

Or was I always ugly and abandoned
Remember all the times you wished me harm
You wished me dead
How could I have changed to make it better?
And would I?
Would I?
Why?

I still feel so much hate inside of me
Seems like you were just waiting for me to fail
I'm sorry I can't forgive you
Do you blame me?
You never forgave me

I've tried to grow from this
Every day's a new challenge
Because with you, there is just no winning
Like it or not, I'm still a part of you
And you're still a part of me

Like it or not
You're still a part of me
Yeah!

So this is how it ends
All the tears, all the blood
It's all been for nothing
As the candle dwindles, then flickers out
In the end


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"Diary of a Deadman" as written by Jeremy Spencer Ivan Moody

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    General CommentIt's a mans last thoughts on his death note before his death.
    blackninja2800on April 28, 2014   Link
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    My InterpretationDiary of a deadman is in my opinion about being abandoned by your family at birth and wondering what you could have done differently to stay with them for example...Looking back I still have so many questions
    So many things unanswered
    Like what did I do?
    What could I do?
    Was there ever a moment you cared?

    Or was I always ugly and abandoned
    gangsta metalon May 19, 2017   Link

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