This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
What becomes of me?
When you stop listening?
Do I disappear into the silence?
Or return from the void with brand new life?
Will I find a resting place?
Somewhere to wash my hands and face
Gathering the harvest
For all I need
Collapsing into this place of ease
[Chorus]
Singing my death song (repeat)
This is my death song
When you stop listening?
Do I disappear into the silence?
Or return from the void with brand new life?
Will I find a resting place?
Somewhere to wash my hands and face
Gathering the harvest
For all I need
Collapsing into this place of ease
[Chorus]
Singing my death song (repeat)
This is my death song
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Probably completely wrong but at least ill get a conversation moving. I feel like, considering he has always had a song about death or a funeral or losing someone in each album, people come to assume that he will always have a song like that. Didn't really have one like that in this album so he threw this in, almost jokingly. Again, probably completely wrong but I want to see some other inputs!
I actually think this song, along with most others including death, is about his battle with mental illness. I can relate to it all because I battle a lot of what he deals with. I love that he found his release in some of the pain by pouring his heart and soul into the lyrics. I wish I was that talented. I think in order for him, me and many others that constantly battle this it is important to find a healthy release from the inner turmoil that we constantly struggle with.
I think this song is a tribute to all of the people who listen to Dallas Green and City and Colour. He's worked really hard, now it's his relaxing time.
What becomes of me When you stop listening? Do I disappear into the silence Or return from the void with brand-new life?
I think that line right there means what would he do without us (Fans). , he wouldn't be a popular singer. He would have a brand new life.
Will I find a resting place; Somewhere to wash my hands and face?
Will he get a break ? Well , this is it.
Gathering the harvest for all I need; Collapsing into this place of ease,
He's providing us with everything we love his music. Dallas green makes it like nothing.
I don't know, i tried ;D I just wanted to get the comments going !