I prevent myself from ever existing

Now it finally arrived
The day I shall spawn to this
Life, I have never chosen.
This world is no place for my mind,
Its an awful cage for the freedom
I am longing for
I refuse to waste my potential
On this screwed up hellhole
You call a modern society

My final choice
Prevent my existence
My hate shall be a hammer
Crushing my own persistence

My only fear is failure in my attempt to prevent my existence and my
Frightened heart shall stop when I celebrate the end of my beginning and when
I turn into a stillborn there will be a smile on my corpse ‘cause I succeeded in what
I craved for so ultimately it’s my precious auto-abortion
This suffering will be a
Bless compared to
Living a lifetime
In this mess.

Your world is what i avoid
My death is my salvation
My life is all but sacred
My birth would be my damnation

Suffocation for me … it’s what I want, I rip
Off my umbilical cord … put it around my neck, it
Works like a hanged man’s tie … I gasp so happily, I
Travel the birth canal … the cord is holding me, attached
To the pancreas …which is my anchor; my sight
Turns into bright white … this is my final gasp, as I
Enter your world … it’s just another corps with my
Self-satisfied smile … on that blue swollen head

My only fear was failure in my attempt to prevent my existence and my
Frightened heart has stop when i celebrated the end of my beginning and when
I turned into a stillborn there will was a smile on my corpse cause i succeeded in what
I craved for so ultimately it was my precious auto-abortion
This suffering has been a bless
Compared to living a lifetime
In this fucking mess.

You won’t get to know me better!


Lyrics submitted by BigEvil666

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