I'm floating in a black balloon
OD on Easter afternoon
My mama told me
"Baby stay clean, there's no in between"

All you ladies and you gentlemen
Between's all you've ever seen or been
Fit poorly and and arrange the sight
Doll it up in virgin white

You disappoint me
You people raking in on the world
The devil's script sells
You the heart of a blackbird

Shine on me, baby
'Cause it's raining in my heart

Sun rising on a chopping glare
Rain dropping acid blotter in the air
Distorted reality's now a necessity
To be free

So disappointing
First I put it all down to luck
God knows why my
Country don't give a fuck (fuck)

Shine on me, baby
'Cause it's raining in my heart
Shine on me, baby
'Cause it's raining in my heart


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A Distorted Reality Is Now a Necessity to Be Free Lyrics as written by Steven Paul Smith

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    I think this song addresses a couple of things, the first being the inherent hypocrisy of human beings in general, and then the more flagrant hypocrisy of those in positions of authority. Really, the first few verses may be seen as an autobiography of sorts; Elliott's struggle with substance abuse -- and his friends' various interventions -- probably inspired him to write something to the effect of, "Look, we're all a little screwed up, we all do things that are bad for us, so don't point the finger at me until you've cleaned up your act." There's a lot of truth in saying we all "doll up" our public faces in "virgin white," but, ultimately, I think Smith was using some classic junkie reasoning. Drugs had taken over his life at this point, people tried to help him, so he lashed out. More interesting is Smith's take on the people "rakin' in on the world." In this day and age, I think this probably means the bureaucratic hypocrites that lead us into unnecessary wars. Take the line "But God knows why my/country don't give a fuck" for example; I can only take this as a fairly direct allusion to what was going on in the U.S. at the time of Smith's death, the so-called aftermath of a supposedly "just" war in Iraq. If my assumption is true, it probably means that this is the most overtly political stance Smith ever took in his music. All in all, the "distorted reality" of this song refers to the justifications we make for the way we act on a personal and global scale.

    mfluder2676on October 21, 2004   Link

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