This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Goodbye cold, goodbye rain
Goodbye sorrow, goodbye shame
I'm headed out west with my headphones on
Boarded a flight with a song in the back of my soul
And no one knows
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down
Hello beauty, hello strange
Hello wonder, what's your name?
Looking for the sun that Neil Young hung
After the gold rush of 1971
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down
If you see her say, "Hello"
Just don't tell me, "I told you so"
Joni wrote Blue in her house by the sea
I gotta believe there's another color waiting on me
To set me free
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down, down
Get down
Goodbye sorrow, goodbye shame
I'm headed out west with my headphones on
Boarded a flight with a song in the back of my soul
And no one knows
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down
Hello beauty, hello strange
Hello wonder, what's your name?
Looking for the sun that Neil Young hung
After the gold rush of 1971
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down
If you see her say, "Hello"
Just don't tell me, "I told you so"
Joni wrote Blue in her house by the sea
I gotta believe there's another color waiting on me
To set me free
I just found out her ghost left town
The Queen of California is stepping down, down, down
Get down
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The 'Queen Of California' is Mayer himself in his past 'celebrity' phase. When he says he's 'heading out west with my headphones on...' that is him boarding a plane from New York (where he still has an apartment) to search out a new life and a new sound in his music, greatly inspired by his recent listenings of Neil Young and Joni Mitchell, (Mayer settled into a new life in Montana). When he says the 'Queen of California is stepping' down', that is him declaring he is no longer going to be the cheep Californian celebrity he realised he had come to be in recent years.
'Looking for the Sun that Neil Young Hung' refers to Sunset Sound Studios in California where Young himself abandoned (hung) the initial recording process of "After The Goldrush" due to his own difficulties with the pressure of fame and 'the hip scene' that was happening at the time in Hollywood and Laurel Canyon. Mayer obviously identifies with Young's need to 'get back to basics' and to avoid any of the temptations of 'the scene' as it is apparent that this kind of lifestyle is not conducive to writing your best music. Young in fact hid himself away in the basement of his house to record the rest of the album on an old 8 track. The result many believe to be a folk-rock masterpiece. 'Joni wrote Blue is a house by the sea' refers to Joni Mitchell's writing of the 'Blue' album. She did indeed write it in a house by the sea, and when Mayer sings 'I got to believe there's another color waiting on me, to set me free' it is him hoping that when he 'disappears' from the scene he can write his own version of a classic album like "Blue", metaphorically speaking in a different "color" and thus set him free from his demons.
thank you...I didn't expect such detail and sounds spot on. :)
wow thanks , are you sure this is the true meaning of the song?
Seems like he's happy to have a woman out of his life that was bringing him down. Without her, he can return to his happy, upbeat, sunny state.
I think the lyrics might actually be: "Looking for the song that Neil Young hummed.." as in: I would like to write songs like Neil Young.
The Neil Young line references Young's classic album "After the Gold Rush", which was released in 1970 (not 1971). The album was largely recorded at the Sunset Sound Studios in Los Angeles.
The line "If you see her, say 'hello'" is a reference to Bob Dylan's song of the same name. Mayer also references Joni Mitchell's "Blue" album, which contains the song "California", a song about being homesick for (and returning to) California. Both the Dylan song and Mitchell's "Blue" album are largely about heartbreak -- and, to some extent, so is Young's "After the Gold Rush" (e.g., "Only Love Can Break Your Heart" and "Tell Me Why").<br /> <br /> All in all, the song is contains some nice homages to other songs and albums written about heartbreak and California.
The album version has a slight change:
"Joni wrote Blue in her house by the sea I gotta believe there's another color waiting on me To set me free"
Who is the Queen of California? My theory is that the Queen of California is the sun.
"Looking for the sun that Neil Young hung after the gold rush of 1971"
is in reference to the Neil Young album, "After the Gold Rush" The next line I think is still referencing the "sun" that Neil young hung.
"I just found out her ghost left town, the Queen of California is a steppin' down"
Or, in other words, the sun is setting. Perhaps the sun is setting on one chapter of his life as another chapter begins?
In addition, "Joni wrote Blue in a house by the sea" is referencing the Joni Mitchell album, "Blue." Perhaps John is referencing these two amazing albums of Young and Mitchell to say that he hopes to go out west to make his great album. It sure seems so when he says next (in the studio version), "I gotta believe there's another color waiting on me to set me free," which makes sense because in a lot of ways it's like he made this album to set him free from his past.
I think John is referring to his past self as the (drama) Queen of California.
The song is also (clearly) a statement of the change that his musical style has undergone. "If you see her, say Hello" could be addressing fans and asking them to watch out for skeletons of his old style in the album. Something like Olivia, for instance. About that song I've heard many critics say "I told you so, nothing has changed. He's still his old womanising self." <br /> <br /> Just a thought :)
Oh and one last observation :) <br /> <br /> I'm headed out west with my headphones on (I'm taking a break, exploring new music, heading back to the drawing board)<br /> Boarded a flight with a song in the back of my soul (A song at the back of his soul playlist?)
Also, I'm assuming the line "If you see her, say, "Hello" is a reference to the Bob Dylan song by the same name. Given the other albums mentioned or referenced in this song (After the Gold Rush by Young and Blue by Mitchell), Dylan's Blood on the Tracks certainly fits.
I'm pretty sure that the fifth line is "That no one knows" rather than "And no one knows". This would fit the interpretation that he's talking about getting away from his previous celebrity-style life in order to record a more authentic album, since it means that it's a song that know one knows; i.e. he's still working on it and it's at the stage where no one else has ever heard it.
I think the lyrics might actually be: "Looking for the song that Neil Young hummed.." as in: I would like to write songs like Neil Young.
The lyric book that comes in the CD case says "Looking for the sun that Neil Young hung", so I would assume that's correct. :)