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Sometimes I think to myself
how did I love you so much
and end up hating you this much
How could you ever, ever do this to me
You tore me into pieces, catching you cheat on me
How could you just forget about what we had
All the good times always outweighed the bad
How could you just lie, lie right to my face
when I could see it all along cause you left a trace
I didn't think that someone else could take my place
Now I can't stand the memories
I want them to erase
Do me a favor, throw all the presents away
It's all bullshit
I don't care what you gotta say
The sun was shining bright
but now it's raining today
I gotta get this out of my head
but it's on replay
I don't want to believe this is really happening
I let you in deep inside where no girl has ever been
but then it was a major price that I paid
I lost my heart, and now this my last serenade
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
Do you remember all the times
the times I was there
I stayed up to talk to you
whenever you had nightmares
When you was feeling down
I wiped away them tears
When you was feeling pain
I made them disappear
I thought you needed me
I'm sorry for being here
Now it's clear you got somebody else it appears
You cut me deep, baby
it's like you used a knife
You was my life
but now I want you out of my life
You changed way too much
nothing stayed the same
If I never met you maybe I wouldn't feel this pain
I ask her why did our rows have to cross
Our little love was like a game
but the thing is I lost
I don't care, our love already hit the ground
As I walk I don't want you to see the tears run down
It was strange and now
And I write my pain on this paper now
To let you know I really hate, hate, hate you now
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
Look, you got to leave
I don't want you anymore
So give me back my pride
And I'm closing the door
The situation we got at hand
I can't ignore
I can't forgive and go back and forth
like we at war
You was the one, the one I always used to adore
The table's turned now, and I can't take no more
I lost my pride over the love I had for you
It's okay because the love I had was really true
But unlike you, them three little words was fake
You left me with a heartache and a heartbreak
Go on girl, go on girl
Baby, just go
Before you leave, there's something I want you to know
I want to take back the moment of our first kiss
I don't want to look back at this and reminisce
I don't want you to be the one, the one I'll miss
Because in my new life, you won't even exist
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
See the thing is baby,
I do love you
But at the same time I hate you
I mean, don't take this song personal
But it is what it is *sighs*
You got to understand where I'm coming from
My point of view and how I'm feeling
I want you to know that I'm sorry
But I hate you
how did I love you so much
and end up hating you this much
How could you ever, ever do this to me
You tore me into pieces, catching you cheat on me
How could you just forget about what we had
All the good times always outweighed the bad
How could you just lie, lie right to my face
when I could see it all along cause you left a trace
I didn't think that someone else could take my place
Now I can't stand the memories
I want them to erase
Do me a favor, throw all the presents away
It's all bullshit
I don't care what you gotta say
The sun was shining bright
but now it's raining today
I gotta get this out of my head
but it's on replay
I don't want to believe this is really happening
I let you in deep inside where no girl has ever been
but then it was a major price that I paid
I lost my heart, and now this my last serenade
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
Do you remember all the times
the times I was there
I stayed up to talk to you
whenever you had nightmares
When you was feeling down
I wiped away them tears
When you was feeling pain
I made them disappear
I thought you needed me
I'm sorry for being here
Now it's clear you got somebody else it appears
You cut me deep, baby
it's like you used a knife
You was my life
but now I want you out of my life
You changed way too much
nothing stayed the same
If I never met you maybe I wouldn't feel this pain
I ask her why did our rows have to cross
Our little love was like a game
but the thing is I lost
I don't care, our love already hit the ground
As I walk I don't want you to see the tears run down
It was strange and now
And I write my pain on this paper now
To let you know I really hate, hate, hate you now
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
Look, you got to leave
I don't want you anymore
So give me back my pride
And I'm closing the door
The situation we got at hand
I can't ignore
I can't forgive and go back and forth
like we at war
You was the one, the one I always used to adore
The table's turned now, and I can't take no more
I lost my pride over the love I had for you
It's okay because the love I had was really true
But unlike you, them three little words was fake
You left me with a heartache and a heartbreak
Go on girl, go on girl
Baby, just go
Before you leave, there's something I want you to know
I want to take back the moment of our first kiss
I don't want to look back at this and reminisce
I don't want you to be the one, the one I'll miss
Because in my new life, you won't even exist
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
Scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
How could you ever do this to me
tell me that you love me
then you go and use me
scars are left from the cuts so deeply
I'm sorry, but I hate you
See the thing is baby,
I do love you
But at the same time I hate you
I mean, don't take this song personal
But it is what it is *sighs*
You got to understand where I'm coming from
My point of view and how I'm feeling
I want you to know that I'm sorry
But I hate you
Lyrics submitted by sarakitten
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