This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So whatsa a nigga 'posed to do?
See all my dogs is gettin' cheese, rollin', D'd
They got them thangs from seventeen
Straight from overseas, na, show me shit I neva seen
Fulfill all my dreams
I put her down, they gimme cream
Na, I'm on they team, know what I mean?
I'm representin', realizin' somethin' missin'
I'm on a mission
Want a million under these conditions
Which is marble tubs and gold dishes
The baddest bitches, AKs fo' my protection
Gotta guard my riches, I want the latest trends
The newest Benz to rule his friends
To fly a plane won't be no thang then
Mosquino fo' all my hoes, from draws to robes
Valet parked around like Benz, I steal the whole show
They got the Trick again, I wantsta fuck they friend
Suck that pussy then fuckin' beat that pussy in
She suckin', fuckin' me
Wanna fuck my whole crew
I'm thinkin' like, yo, though
What's tha bitch supposed to do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So what'sa nigga 'posed to do?
One day niggaz gon' learn how hoes really work
Lil' silly jerk done got ya feelings hurt
Now was it worth all that agony, agony?
Gettin' mad at me about ya boo
But she fuckin' me, suckin' Trick and lickin' you
And doin' my crew, so whatch gon' do 'bout it?
Huff and puff, jump, bad nigga, I doubt it
Ain't hard to fade, get ya shit split real quick
Nigga, you bitchmade
Done fell in love, scared of the truth
And if you only knew
She's doin' it do it like the screw
Na, see she's tha type a girl ya die for
And when you dead
I'll be the type of guy she lie down for
And spread them legs and gimme head
Show me all the kinky things she do
While you R.I.P., she's throwin' it back, thinkin' 'bout you
Now when I'm through, pass through my crew
She like it wit two or three or four
A lil' gang bang with a low class hoe
She suckin', fuckin' me
I really thought you knew
She wanted to fuck my crew
Now what you wanna do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So whatsa a nigga 'posed to do?
See all my bitches got anotha nigga
And all my niggaz got anotha bitch
But why these niggaz are suggest to get these bitches rich
I buy 'em shit half the time, hell, I line shit
Every hoes a lyin' bitch, sometimes they even find shit
Ya bitch is beepin' me, my bitch is beepin' you
And when we hop fucked up, gonna fuck
We beat these bitches too
These bitches hard at first but then they fall in
Don't ya know they call me the freaky freak of all freaks?
I break these bitches down, I make these hoes change
I sell these hoes game, fuck with these bitches brains
Have 'em wanna leave they man
Kick 'em out and move me in
Juice them niggaz and they plan be to bring bread
She's one of the baddest bitches, animal
She's off tha chain
See she's hard to tame and ain't gon' change
Nigga don't wreck ya brain over no dame
Who pullin' trains and runnin' game
See, I know these hoes and what they for
Nigga, it's all the same from these slimy sluts
And mangy mutts, they suck and fuck
For one quick buck and turn around
And set you up and shit
She suckin', fuckin' me
Don't give a fuck about you
She wanted to fuck my crew
Now whatcha wanna do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So what's a nigga 'posed to do?
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So whatsa a nigga 'posed to do?
See all my dogs is gettin' cheese, rollin', D'd
They got them thangs from seventeen
Straight from overseas, na, show me shit I neva seen
Fulfill all my dreams
I put her down, they gimme cream
Na, I'm on they team, know what I mean?
I'm representin', realizin' somethin' missin'
I'm on a mission
Want a million under these conditions
Which is marble tubs and gold dishes
The baddest bitches, AKs fo' my protection
Gotta guard my riches, I want the latest trends
The newest Benz to rule his friends
To fly a plane won't be no thang then
Mosquino fo' all my hoes, from draws to robes
Valet parked around like Benz, I steal the whole show
They got the Trick again, I wantsta fuck they friend
Suck that pussy then fuckin' beat that pussy in
She suckin', fuckin' me
Wanna fuck my whole crew
I'm thinkin' like, yo, though
What's tha bitch supposed to do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So what'sa nigga 'posed to do?
One day niggaz gon' learn how hoes really work
Lil' silly jerk done got ya feelings hurt
Now was it worth all that agony, agony?
Gettin' mad at me about ya boo
But she fuckin' me, suckin' Trick and lickin' you
And doin' my crew, so whatch gon' do 'bout it?
Huff and puff, jump, bad nigga, I doubt it
Ain't hard to fade, get ya shit split real quick
Nigga, you bitchmade
Done fell in love, scared of the truth
And if you only knew
She's doin' it do it like the screw
Na, see she's tha type a girl ya die for
And when you dead
I'll be the type of guy she lie down for
And spread them legs and gimme head
Show me all the kinky things she do
While you R.I.P., she's throwin' it back, thinkin' 'bout you
Now when I'm through, pass through my crew
She like it wit two or three or four
A lil' gang bang with a low class hoe
She suckin', fuckin' me
I really thought you knew
She wanted to fuck my crew
Now what you wanna do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So whatsa a nigga 'posed to do?
See all my bitches got anotha nigga
And all my niggaz got anotha bitch
But why these niggaz are suggest to get these bitches rich
I buy 'em shit half the time, hell, I line shit
Every hoes a lyin' bitch, sometimes they even find shit
Ya bitch is beepin' me, my bitch is beepin' you
And when we hop fucked up, gonna fuck
We beat these bitches too
These bitches hard at first but then they fall in
Don't ya know they call me the freaky freak of all freaks?
I break these bitches down, I make these hoes change
I sell these hoes game, fuck with these bitches brains
Have 'em wanna leave they man
Kick 'em out and move me in
Juice them niggaz and they plan be to bring bread
She's one of the baddest bitches, animal
She's off tha chain
See she's hard to tame and ain't gon' change
Nigga don't wreck ya brain over no dame
Who pullin' trains and runnin' game
See, I know these hoes and what they for
Nigga, it's all the same from these slimy sluts
And mangy mutts, they suck and fuck
For one quick buck and turn around
And set you up and shit
She suckin', fuckin' me
Don't give a fuck about you
She wanted to fuck my crew
Now whatcha wanna do?
Silly bitch is fuckin' me
Suckin', fuckin' you
Suck and fucked my whole crew
So what's a nigga 'posed to do?
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