I'm fed up, out of the loop, back of the line
Can't get a word in
Can't bring your body close to mine
And yeah, it's really quite more painful than it sounds
I can't believe we're losing that connection that we found
I'm heavy with the weight of missing you my dear
And I would tell you how but you're too far away to hear
That this was the worst day
Cause this was the first day that you're gone

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture

I fucked up, end of the noose, back of the line
I feel sick when I think of the life I left behind
And yeah, it's really quite more painful than it sounds
You barely gave a fuck before my body hit the ground
I'm heavy with the weight of missing you my dear
And I would tell you how but you're too far away to hear
That this was the worst day
Cause this was the first day that you're gone

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture

This is the hardest time to keep your head up
This is the hardest time to feel safe and sound
This is the hardest time to keep your head up
This is the hardest time to feel safe, to feel safe and sound

I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture
I would like to think you're okay without me
And your happy thoughts are rarely about me
You're so worth all of this torture
You're so worth all of this torture

You're so worth all of this torture
So worth all of this torture


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    My OpinionI feel like this song is about someone who died and they left this song as an apology letter to the person who they left.
    parader35on October 05, 2013   Link
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    General CommentIt is about feeling like you are not good enough for someone and they would be better off without you around
    michalgordon April 05, 2014   Link

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