The air begins to feel a little thin
As I start the car, and then I begin
To add the miles piled up behind me
I barely feel a smile deep inside me

And I begin to envy the headlights driving south
I want to crack the door so I can just fall out
But then I remember when you packed my car
You reached in the back and buckled up your heart
For me to drive away with
I began to understand why God died

The demons sat there waiting on her porch
It was a little dark so we held a makeshift torch
And when my car was far out of sight
He crept in her room and stayed there for the night

And then I felt chills in my bones
The breath I saw was not my own
I knew my skin that wrapped my frame
Wasn't made to play this game
And then I saw him, torch in hand
He laid it out, what he had planned
And then I said I'll take the grave
Please just send them all my way

And then I felt chills in my bones
The breath I saw was not my own
I knew my skin that wrapped my frame
Wasn't made to play this game
And then I saw him, torch in hand
He laid it out, what he had planned
And then I said I'll take the grave
Please just send them all my way
I began to understand why God died

The air begins to feel a little thin
As we're waiting for the morning to begin
But for now you told me to hold this jar
And when I looked inside I saw it held your heart
For me to walk away with
I began to understand why God died


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    21P are not always straight-forward with the meaning in their songs, which I think is purposefully done so the audience can form their own understanding of it based on personal experience. What I took from it is that this is a song about a man that is romantically involved with a woman whom lives very far away, and she feels dangerously unhappy when he is not around (when he's driving away from her house, he want to go back because he knows she will fall apart in the absence of his presence, hence the "I begin to envy the headlights driving South. I want to crack the door so I can just fall out.") When he "understands why God died" and "takes the grave, sending her demons his way," he is saying he will attempt to mend her, but knows that this will cause conflict and pain upon himself, which is a great sacrifice. John 3:16 says "For God so loved the world He gave His only begotten son that all who believed on Him should not perish but have everlasting life." This is along the same lines of. I think the lines "And when my car was far out of sight, he (the demons) crept in her room and stayed there for the night" mean that every time he leaves her she is hit with a depression and severe sadness, and when he says "He layed it out, what he had planned," he is saying that they both know that she will go into a deep sadness when he leaves. The beginning and end, from "The air begins to feel a little thin" to "I began to understand why God died" are saying that she gave him her all, but in doing so, it pains her to be without him. He is reassured by her love but is saddened by her sorrow.

    AshChristianon April 05, 2014   Link

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