Don't know my love how do I explain how I've come to feel this way
I'm addicted to the pain even more than words can say
Every hit hurts like your kiss, like a needle to a vein
My last words are this begin I want you

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you go

You make me, so crazy
But I'm OK, just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight

So now that it is come to this
I'll be your dirty little thrill
For the world I wouldn't miss
'Cause I just wanna feel you kiss

Self inflicted masochist
How could anyone resist
My last words are this begin
I want you

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you go

You make me, so crazy
But I'm OK, just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight

Show me the difference between love and death
Consider them both as they take your breath
Show me the difference between love and death
Consider them both as they take your breath

And all of this comes to an end
But I cannot resist your death

She said you don't even know
How just how much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you go

You make me, so crazy
But I'm OK, just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight

She said you don't even know
How just so much I need it
How far will you go
I just wanna feel you go

You make me, so crazy
But I'm OK, just pain me
Take it very slow
'Cause I'm in love tonight


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Jessica Kill Lyrics as written by Deryck Jason Whibley

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  • +1
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    it sounds like the song is written about sex, incorporating death-related metaphors into the song.

    ghostdance202on May 13, 2011   Link
  • 0
    General Comment

    i get the feeling its about S&M sex

    hazza_w0on June 17, 2011   Link
  • 0
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    in the chorus he says "i just wanna feel you cm", not "go", i've checked the text from the cd... i think this song is written from the point of view of a guy who felt in love with a btch: they're engaged, he passed the limit ("how do i explain how i've come to feel this way") but she just "want to feel you c*m"... he knows that she's using him ("self inflicted masochist"), but now it's too late to step back, he's totally involved, so... "take it very slow 'cause i'm in love tonight" favourite song of the album, a lot of people said the last album was sick, i think it's one of the best they ever published!!!

    Ajejeon January 25, 2012   Link
  • -2
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    To me it seems about a failing relationship but neither person is willing to let go of.

    Smittyon November 22, 2011   Link

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