This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
I’ve been thinking a lot since the end of our family affair
And the things that went wrong, in a matter of speaking
Should have been more forthcoming about the things I needed to say
But you’ve seen to be talking to someone else
Now you’ve got me feeling so sorry
For something I didn’t do
You’ve got me crawlin around a gutter
When I should have been busy making love to you
So it’s all smoothed over
You covered your ears real tight
Is it up to me to be telling
The black from the white
Talkin to you is bittersweet
Now Talkin to you is bittersweet
Now Talkin to you is bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Talking to you is bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Been now talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me yeah
(Repeat)
So what matters most in the end is beyond our big (blue reeds)???
Had to unfold all the mysteries
It take a different kind of species
I’m unable to handle the weight
Of all of your doubts
What a (new words)???
Now you’ve got me feeling so stupid
When I couldn’t understand
You’ve got me reeling around in circles
Incomprehensible demand
Been talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
Been talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me yeah
(Repeat)
C’mon talk talk talk talk
Bittersweet bittersweet
(Repeat)
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me me me me me yeah
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
C’mon and talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be honest with you
Try to be honest with you
Every single
Work
Imma gonna talk to me
I will try the upmost try to be rhythmical
Try to be rhythmical
I’ve been thinking a lot since the end of our family affair
And the things that went wrong, in a matter of speaking
Should have been more forthcoming about the things I needed to say
But you’ve seen to be talking to someone else
Now you’ve got me feeling so sorry
For something I didn’t do
You’ve got me crawlin around a gutter
When I should have been busy making love to you
So it’s all smoothed over
You covered your ears real tight
Is it up to me to be telling
The black from the white
Talkin to you is bittersweet
Now Talkin to you is bittersweet
Now Talkin to you is bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Talking to you is bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Been now talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me yeah
(Repeat)
So what matters most in the end is beyond our big (blue reeds)???
Had to unfold all the mysteries
It take a different kind of species
I’m unable to handle the weight
Of all of your doubts
What a (new words)???
Now you’ve got me feeling so stupid
When I couldn’t understand
You’ve got me reeling around in circles
Incomprehensible demand
Been talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
Been talkin to you
Bittersweet bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
Bittersweet bittersweet
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me yeah
(Repeat)
C’mon talk talk talk talk
Bittersweet bittersweet
(Repeat)
C’mon talk talk talk talk
To me yeah
To me me me me me yeah
Lyrics submitted by oceanpearl
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