It's been a long, long time since I've memorized your face
It's been four hours now since I've wandered through your place
And when I sleep on your couch I feel very safe
And when you bring the blankets I cover up my face
I do love you
I do love you

And when you play guitar I listen to the strings buzz
The metal vibrates underneath your fingers
And when you crochet I feel mesmerized and proud
And I would say I love you, but saying it out loud
It's hard so I won't say it at all
And I won't stay very long
But you are the life I needed all along
I think of you as my brother
Although that sounds dumb
And words are futile devices


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    My Interpretation

    I do not think this song is written from the perspective of a lover to Sufjan, and that it is definitely written from Sufjan's perspective. The speaker has great admiration for the subject of the song. He is "mesmerized" by the person, "proud" of him/her, and is completely in love with this person. It would seem quite conceited if Sufjan wrote this song from the perspective of someone else to himself. Just because Sufjan palys guitar and crochets does not mean he is the object of admiration. Rather, his love of guitar and crocheting would make his admiration of this lover even greater.

    On a side note: Sufjan's sexuality is irrelevant in this song. The theme is Sufjan's inability to express his love and admiration of another person with words because they are only futile devices. Whether or not his lover is a man or a woman has no affect on the theme.

    drinkinghorchataon January 26, 2011   Link

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