lost and alone
I'm light as a stone
repeat this process everyday
nothing's my own
the dreams that I've grown
I won't control and throw away

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade...
or this shit will fucking take my life!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test and
complete my tormented life

this curse is my own
it follows me home
it's like a child that wants to play
the thoughts in my brain
the subconscious pain
makes me think "why do I stay?"

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!
I need to lead the parade or this shit...
will take my life!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test and
complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decision
I want it to be right
I want to pass my test
and complete this tormented life

I'm happy...
everything is wonderful...
so happy...
its... beautiful...

I need to make a decision!
I need to make it right!

I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test and
complete my tormented life
I want to kill the decisions
I want to make it right
I want to past this test and
complete my tormented life

(I'm so happy...)
I need to make it right!
(everything is wonderful...)


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    Song MeaningIt's all about having these horible thoughts and feelings brought on by depression and wanting to take control of them otherwise you spiral down into suicidal thoughts and wanting to end yourself because it becomes too much to cope
    enterthemadroxon December 18, 2010   Link
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    General Comment"I want to kill the decisions. And complete this tormented life"

    This song is amazing. The low melody of "Everything is Wonderful" to me it's a reflection of how shitty this world is. The corruption, crime, theft and the political people that cover up the un-ethical shit they do. He's trying to convience himself that "Everything is Wonderful" but when it comes down to it. Hes just ready to pass this life onto the next. To leave this blackend world of sin and darkness. Hes ready to pass the test...and leave this tormented life....I dont blame him.
    BernieLowmaxon March 05, 2011   Link

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