It took a lifetime to write it out. The words fell, heavy, from my mouth. And it's torture to admit to myself how fast my time here's running out. I'm searching, and searching and searching. For solid ground, foundations of stone. I'm finding despite all my time spent, I'm condemned. Forever alone, and now I'm cut the fuck off. I gave up everything that I deserved. I keep getting nothing in return. I sacrificed, now I pay the price. An early grave is all I've earned. I know a time is coming. Sink of swim. go down with the ship. Is there shame in self-preservation? No rope to grab. I feel my fingers slip. I spent all of my best days screaming for a change that never came. Cut off.
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