This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I've been wondering the streets
I've got no place to go yet
turning corner after corner lately
now I'm as lonely as a ghost
desolate, unknown
yeah, yeah, a lost one
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
God you've been wondering the streets
do you wonder where I've gone? yeah
I was hoping that you won't forget me
My heart beats, sk- sk- skipping like a stone
afraid of the unknown
yeah, my darling, my lost one
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
Yeah my heart's beating
look at all the people in the mud who keep believing
that our lives are permanent, yeah
you're the only thing that keeps me breathing
we're lost, a subtle crush that's blowing in the wind
yeah, never settling
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
I've got no place to go yet
turning corner after corner lately
now I'm as lonely as a ghost
desolate, unknown
yeah, yeah, a lost one
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
God you've been wondering the streets
do you wonder where I've gone? yeah
I was hoping that you won't forget me
My heart beats, sk- sk- skipping like a stone
afraid of the unknown
yeah, my darling, my lost one
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
Yeah my heart's beating
look at all the people in the mud who keep believing
that our lives are permanent, yeah
you're the only thing that keeps me breathing
we're lost, a subtle crush that's blowing in the wind
yeah, never settling
last time I was facing down
never thought I'd be home again
never thought I'd be home
yeah I've been dying to move on
it's kind of hard when you've got no one
it's kind of hard on your own
Lyrics submitted by insuspension
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