The end is far away.
Not getting too much sleep these days.
These things I can't explain.
Just wishing for an early grave,
but they don't understand me.

I wanna be selfish.

Only reason I'm still alive,
Can't stand to see my mother cry.
I'll suffer through.
Only reason I won't die,
Can't stand the tears in her eyes.
I'll be home soon.

The saddest thing is,
it's the only thing that I want.
I wonder sometimes why
I don't just give up and take my life.
And they have no idea,
that I'm so close to my dying day.
I hate this feeling.
There's no healing.
There's no coming back from this hell.

(I wish that I could make you see)
(I wish that I could face today)

I want to be free from this.


Lyrics submitted by linoleumxx

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