This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I see you Nick
All cleaned up looking fresh
You ain't slick
What's her name
Who is she?
Who is she though?
She's a flower
I see her bloom (See her bloom)
I'm the pale, blue
Light of the moon (Of the moon)
I try to give her
The light I own (I give it all girl)
Still she shines
All the same
Day or night
Sun or rain, sun or rain
Day or night
Sun or rain, sun or rain (Get your sunnies on Nick, Come on)
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right
The break of dawn
Was a fragile flame (Fragile flame)
Can't compare to
The love she gave (Can't compare)
Cuz' I could swear
It was blazing bright (Blazing bright)
From the moment
She came (Where'd this girl come from man)
Life was never
The same, not the same
Life was never
The same, not the same (Feel like a brand new man)
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side (By her side)
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right (All right turn it down)
(This loves got me going crazy)
(Giving in never felt so right)
To the shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me (This love is burning me up)
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
To the shining light
All cleaned up looking fresh
You ain't slick
What's her name
Who is she?
Who is she though?
She's a flower
I see her bloom (See her bloom)
I'm the pale, blue
Light of the moon (Of the moon)
I try to give her
The light I own (I give it all girl)
Still she shines
All the same
Day or night
Sun or rain, sun or rain
Day or night
Sun or rain, sun or rain (Get your sunnies on Nick, Come on)
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right
The break of dawn
Was a fragile flame (Fragile flame)
Can't compare to
The love she gave (Can't compare)
Cuz' I could swear
It was blazing bright (Blazing bright)
From the moment
She came (Where'd this girl come from man)
Life was never
The same, not the same
Life was never
The same, not the same (Feel like a brand new man)
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side (By her side)
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right (All right turn it down)
(This loves got me going crazy)
(Giving in never felt so right)
To the shining light
Healing me when I'm by her side
To the shining light
Giving in never felt so right
Her hands are a park day
Walking with rosé
Blinding me (This love is burning me up)
And I am the grayest of grays
I'm a walking cliché
Trying to keep up with her
Shining light
To the shining light
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