This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I never knew you felt like that baby
Never knew you felt like that
Pleasure's all mine
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
I think it's so cute how you use me
Whenever you want sex I'm who you come and see
I'm the one you call when ya body on E
You need a refill I'm who you come see
They give you eighty seven, I give you ninety three
Premium top of the line, straight deep
Say it again in my ear, Plies you a beast
How could one this gutta be so sweet
Whatever you want, baby it's my treat
All I want from you is to let me go deep
I'm on call for you seven days a week
Sex on delivery, S.O.D
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
When she think about me she get so wet
Every time she want it she send me a text
Do I want it tonight? Baby yes
Between her legs, she is so blessed
She is the best thing in the bed that I met
You need a good jug be my guest
Whatever you want I'm at your request
Until I get to you baby I can't rest
All I can think about is feelin' your sweat
Playin' in your hair and feelin' your flesh
Watchin' you as you undress
I'm your goon, you my goonette
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
I'm sleepin', I feel your hand in my boxers
Baby, it's five in the mornin', you rubbin' on Oscar
Know if you wake him up it's gon' be problems
I know you playin' with what you want so I won't stop you
Jus' let me open my eyes so I can watch it
You want a dose of your medicine you wanna see the doctor
Gon' take 'em off so I can go and lock ya
I call you momma, you call me poppa
I wanna make you tonight my baby mama
Scent like water, mean no aroma
Come a lil' closer so I can put it on ya
You my property I'm your owner
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
Never knew you felt like that
Pleasure's all mine
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
I think it's so cute how you use me
Whenever you want sex I'm who you come and see
I'm the one you call when ya body on E
You need a refill I'm who you come see
They give you eighty seven, I give you ninety three
Premium top of the line, straight deep
Say it again in my ear, Plies you a beast
How could one this gutta be so sweet
Whatever you want, baby it's my treat
All I want from you is to let me go deep
I'm on call for you seven days a week
Sex on delivery, S.O.D
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
When she think about me she get so wet
Every time she want it she send me a text
Do I want it tonight? Baby yes
Between her legs, she is so blessed
She is the best thing in the bed that I met
You need a good jug be my guest
Whatever you want I'm at your request
Until I get to you baby I can't rest
All I can think about is feelin' your sweat
Playin' in your hair and feelin' your flesh
Watchin' you as you undress
I'm your goon, you my goonette
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
I'm sleepin', I feel your hand in my boxers
Baby, it's five in the mornin', you rubbin' on Oscar
Know if you wake him up it's gon' be problems
I know you playin' with what you want so I won't stop you
Jus' let me open my eyes so I can watch it
You want a dose of your medicine you wanna see the doctor
Gon' take 'em off so I can go and lock ya
I call you momma, you call me poppa
I wanna make you tonight my baby mama
Scent like water, mean no aroma
Come a lil' closer so I can put it on ya
You my property I'm your owner
Oh, boy I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it
You know I think of you on two occasions
That's when I want it, that's when I want it
That's when I need it, that's when I need it, hey
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