I'm bolted from within
From long conniving heights
The hale, it makes a special sound
That always stays into the night

She tells me I'm not capable
Of what they accuse me
With no remorse I stand and say
That guilt is what I plead

My devil makes me dream
Like no other mortal dreams
With a blank eye corner
The only way to see him in the tunnel where he slept
By the longest tusk of corridors, numb below the neck
In my heart
Where he keeps them in a vault of devil daughters

When I bend in kicking form
With twilight as my guide
In every home the ghost pays gossip
You can hear them if you try

When my quill begins to squirm
From the ashes in your urn
Your deviance is anything but faithful

My devil makes me dream
Like no other mortal dreams
With a blank eye corner
The only way to see him in the tunnel where he slept
By the longest tusk of corridors, numb below the neck
In my heart
Where he keeps them in a vault of devil daughters

Everybody
Hangs like dead leaves
Don't you hurt these
Branches waiting

I've been watching
You fall to me
Don't desert me
I'm not waiting

My devil makes me dream
Like no other mortal dreams
With a blank eye corner
The only way to see him in the tunnel where he slept
By the longest tusk of corridors, numb below the neck
In my heart
Where he keeps them in a vault of devil daughters


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    I'm bolted from within From long conniving heights The hale, it makes a special sound That always stays into the night

    ( ☀️he is saying that he is prisoned by his mind , and his thoughts are so deep and go on and on , and they hit him like a ton of bricks, like hail, and his bad thoughts follow him everywhere he goes even at night when he sleeps they haunt his dreams and in the morning when he is awake they haunt his life☀️

    She tells me I'm not capable Of what they accuse me With no remorse I stand and say That guilt is what I plead

    ☀️his mom being in denial of his ilness, and the things she has seen happen because of his ilness, and he wants her to know it is real, and he isnt sorry for the things he has done because he didnt know how to control it, and she judges him without understanding him ☀️

    My devil makes me dream Like no other mortal dreams ☀️he is referring to his illness as the devil , and saying he thinks ,feels, sees and hears things that no other human could understand or imagine☀️

    With a blank eye corner

    ☀️he is saying he does not cry , the corners of his eyes are blank not red, meaning he doesn't cry☀️

    The only way to see him In the tunnel where he slept By the longest tusk of corridors

    ☀️he is talking about being prisoned by his ilness and not wanting to come out of his room, so the only way you can see him is if you go to him, also could refer to as a mental hospital☀️

    Numb below the neck ☀️he has no emotions☀️

    In my heart

    Where he keeps them in A vault of devil daughters ☀️he is sayig that normal people see mentally ill people as bad or evil , but he keeps them in his heart and feels for them, also could refer to as a broken heart☀️

    When I bend and kick in form With twilight as my guide ☀️he is trying to beat his ilness , but at the end of the day his ilness controls his life, and it's all he knows.. twilight= ilnesses bc of how dark it is☀️

    In every home the ghost pays gossip You can hear them if you try ☀️his loved ones try to whisper and be unseen and unheard as they talk badly about him and his ilnesses, and he tries to block it out... also could refer to as the voices in his head☀️

    When my quill begins to squirm From the ashes in your urn Your deviance is anything but faithful ☀️his mind is pondering death, and paranoia but he knows his negative paranoid thoughts arnt real and his mind is playing tricks on him or it could mean that he is suicidal, but he knows he wont actually do it ...his mind is deceiving him ☀️

    Everybody In my dead leaves ☀️everybody leaves him like he is nothing and then he is dead to them. they forget him☀️

    Don't you hide these Branches waiting ☀️his family trying to avoid his ilness as they wait for him to get better, branches = , family tree, family☀️

    I've been watching You four, two me ☀️he sees and understand people from all angles, but they only see two sides of him the good and the bad☀️

    Don't resign me I'm not waiting ☀️he is saying dont leave me ,even tho i push you away , but the only reason i do it is because im afraid you will leave and im not gonna stick around just for u to leave☀️

    ☀️☀️☀️☀️this song is about living with mental illnesses, and being a sociopath and how it makes you do things you wouldn't normally do, and think things no one can understand, but while you do these things you feel no remorse , or sadness for what you have done because of your mental illness, and how everyone leaves him because they only see 2 sides of him the good and the bad, and he wants people to give him a chance☀️☀️☀️

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