Benchwarmer

i exceeted the expiration day of this night
i'll examine the time with you;

my so-called friends took me out
to drink to get laid, and to forget
except for a headache,
nothing was gained
and except for your face,
there was nothing left to see
hangover was waiting at my doorstep
but i still wished you were there instead

SUBTLETY,
never meant to you what it meant to me
SUBTLETY,
never meant to you what it meant to me


i was always the second best for you,
to fill the gap, the gap you felt
i was good enough to keep your body warm
warm in those nights you could have felt cold
the distance between us kept us close,
the friction between us kept us apart,
so i'm running in circles, I'm losing my mind

cheers to you, wherever you are


I STILL REMEMBER WHEN YOU SAID
"I'M MAD?"
WITH THAT LOOK ON YOUR FACE
"WITH MY SUBTELTY?"

AND IT NEVER MEANT TO YOU WHAT IT MEANT TO ME
AND I'LL NEVER ASK WHAT IT COULD HAVE BEEN