This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
How long, how long are you asking me to stay?
I cannot stand to watch you kneel today
I saw your hope and turned my face away from you
But under her skirt I see the nation's pain
All kicked with dirt, she crossed her legs in shame
How can you hurt a man who knows your name?
It's true
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down
I watched her fall into the ground
How wrong, how wrong it is to let us guess which god is real?
Which faith would suit us best?
Oh god of pete's, quit trying to impress
Are you alive?
Why?
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down
I watched her fall into the ground
If you say, I believe it now, what we got we gave away
Holy god, that we have failed
We killed your carpenter with nails
In the end, when the fire comes burning up the souls we spend
Is it worth what we have paid?
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down...
I cannot stand to watch you kneel today
I saw your hope and turned my face away from you
But under her skirt I see the nation's pain
All kicked with dirt, she crossed her legs in shame
How can you hurt a man who knows your name?
It's true
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down
I watched her fall into the ground
How wrong, how wrong it is to let us guess which god is real?
Which faith would suit us best?
Oh god of pete's, quit trying to impress
Are you alive?
Why?
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down, you sit down
I watched her fall into the ground
If you say, I believe it now, what we got we gave away
Holy god, that we have failed
We killed your carpenter with nails
In the end, when the fire comes burning up the souls we spend
Is it worth what we have paid?
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent
I will not, I will not put the gun in my
I cannot, I cannot kill an innocent man
You sit down...
Lyrics submitted by fedorov1fan
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oh. my. goodness. seriously if you wanna know lyrics from a band... try this... GOING TO THEIR WEBSITE FIRST! look a love like pi up. the lyrics to this song are there!
how long, how long are you asking me to stay I cannot stand to watch you kneel today I saw your hope and turned my face away from you
under her skirt I see the nation's pain all caked with dirt she crossed her legs in shame how can you hurt a man who knows your name? it's true
I cannot I cannot kill an innocent - Eleanor Eleanor put the gun in my - I cannot I cannot kill an innocent man
how wrong, how wrong it is to let us guess which god is real what faith would suit us best? oh, god of peace we've been trying to impress are you alive? are you alive? and if so, why?
if you say, I believe it now, what we got we gave away holy god, that we have failed we killed your carpenter with nails in the end, when the fire comes, burning up the souls we spend is it worth what we have paid?
Oh my god, YES! I was JUST about to do the same thing. People are so dense sometimes. I went to the OFFICIAL website and I was like, "Jeeez, how do people not think to do this?" Effing RE-TARD-ED. <br /> That being said, Yes, it's Eleanor, which makes sense BECAUSE this is supposed to be a STORY CD, meaning that each of the songs equals one whole story from beginning to end. Hasn't anyone ever heard of a theme CD before? Sheesh.<br /> <br /> Furthermore, if I see ONE MORE PERSON write "All kicked with dirt" in the beginning verses, I'm going to cry at the stupidity of man. How the fuck does "kicked with dirt" even make ANY sense? AT ALL? That's not a sentence, that's random fucking words. Hasn't ANYONE heard of being "caked with dirt"? as in, "COVERED IN DIRT"....makes a shit-ton more sense. I mean damn, I got 95% of the lyrics right just by hearing this song by ear...I don't know how all the rest of you hear all this crazy crap you hear.<br /> <br /> Rant over...