The In-Crowd

Spin away the combination for the last time,
say goodbye to this year.
I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me.
They'll fake a small goodbye, celebrating their new freedom
I sit alone on the couch wondering why.

I wonder what it's like to have it all,
to never be afraid that I would fall
but I don't think I've ever known a time
that I was part of the in-crowd

Here we go another day another disgrace,
fall flat on my face.
I wish I had a bunch of money, catch a plane
head out west they'll run and play around
all full of their fans and freedom,
I sit alone on the couch wondering why

I wonder what it's like to have it all,
to never be afraid that I would fall
but I don't think I've ever known a time
that I was part of the in-crowd.

Doesn't anyone here live an original life?
What did you surrender to be on the inside?
When you disappear they won't remember your name
and you'll fade away when someone takes your place.
Takes your place,
in the in crowd.

Spin away the combination for the last time,
say goodbye to this year.
I wish I could avoid the empty summer days that await me.
They'll fake a small goodbye, celebrating their new freedom
I sit alone on the couch, but I'm ready to fly.

I wonder what its like to have it all
to never be afraid that I would fall
but I don't think I've ever known a time
I wonder what its like to have it all
to never be afraid that I would fall
but I don't think I've ever known a time
that I was part of the in crowd.
of the in crowd
of the in crowd

I don't need anything that I cant find in me.
All my life I have been on the line, at the end
Waiting for some thing more, something new to begin.
Waiting for something more, some way to fit in
In the in crowd,
in the in crowd.