I don't know how long it's been going on

I don't know how long colors were changing to gray

It's kinda funny that I act this way



I don't know how long you've been holding on

I don't know how long everything's been my fault

It's getting easier to take the blame

It's getting easier to try and change



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way



I don't know how long I can justify it

I'm tired of making up reasons, you're not on my side

And I would never talk to her that way

No, I would never talk to her that way



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not, oh



Too many times I have told you that I was okay

But I'm finally feeling like I can explain myself

I'm not claiming that I know everything

No, I'm not because you made me this way

You made me this way



I don't know how long it's been going on


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This Way Lyrics as written by Michelle Branch

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    My take on it is that it could be about someone in her family, like her father, though I'm not sure what her relationship is like with her family. Also about her coming into her own as an adult and realizing there may be some things she can take the blame for, other things she can explain in a more mature perspective now, but other things she can't due to how she was conditioned / nurtured as a child ("I'm not claiming I know everything because you made me this way.") Also it sounds like she had some bitterness from the past because the person didn't seem like they were on her side, and also she didn't like how the person talked to 'her' (whom I am going to assume to be her mother in this case). I don't know... could be a stretch.

    Good song. :)

    Museicalinon August 07, 2009   Link

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