This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
Im going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Chick wanna wine to calypso
Mix the three barrels with calypso
Bounce back king but my name ain't frisco
Dont die my hair cause My name aint sisqo
Beat up the Pussy klitcho
I'm a maniac she a nympho
nearly died dawg from a lymphnode
Nothing to do so I'm drink loads
Dont mind anyway colour but you know me
I feel in love wid them pink notes
I'm painting pictures this ain't thin coats
No make shift shit these are real quotes
Probably a million in notes
Im wavy cause my ting floats
They rate my ting
Say your tings jokes
Slippery mission this a tight rope
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Turn the it red like mirinda
Best watch out for my itchy finger
Prestige girls don't want no minger
Im wavy Im on a track I aint a singer
Always a striker not a winger
Make a man skank no linga
I do my own thing I dont linger
I'm a homer but Not a simpson
Voice in my head is the symptom
When I speak no1 wants to listen
My mum and want there sun to shine so listen
It aint impossible but Its a mission
Feel like Lewis in pole position
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
Im going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Chick wanna wine to calypso
Mix the three barrels with calypso
Bounce back king but my name ain't frisco
Dont die my hair cause My name aint sisqo
Beat up the Pussy klitcho
I'm a maniac she a nympho
nearly died dawg from a lymphnode
Nothing to do so I'm drink loads
Dont mind anyway colour but you know me
I feel in love wid them pink notes
I'm painting pictures this ain't thin coats
No make shift shit these are real quotes
Probably a million in notes
Im wavy cause my ting floats
They rate my ting
Say your tings jokes
Slippery mission this a tight rope
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Turn the it red like mirinda
Best watch out for my itchy finger
Prestige girls don't want no minger
Im wavy Im on a track I aint a singer
Always a striker not a winger
Make a man skank no linga
I do my own thing I dont linger
I'm a homer but Not a simpson
Voice in my head is the symptom
When I speak no1 wants to listen
My mum and want there sun to shine so listen
It aint impossible but Its a mission
Feel like Lewis in pole position
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
Im a trapstar feel like I'm in a maze
Like Nicholas Tryna get out of this cage
I can not work for no minimum wage
Do minimum work you get minima pay
Creating my own wave this ain't drill or rage
I need a re map i need to be on stage
I'm going up bout time I got a raise
Air Force 1s or dunks or some js
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'lets the blue sky diluted watercolor wash his eyes' is the missing line.
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where he lies in the sandbox lets the blue sky diluted watercolor wash his eyes but then gets up goes inside and until he forgets what the outside smells like, then he stumbles upon a blackened window to break.