This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
She said that you dress like an American
Which I took as a compliment
How ignorant of me
No sense and no excuse in philosophy
Can I get my cable here, the land of nothing's free
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene, she said
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly in life
Oh no!
She said don’t take it personal
Dramatic over load where we used to run
This is not the kind of fun I'd trust my memory
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene, she said
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly inside
Oh no!
Can you see me through the mud in your eyes
It's alright, much better if we try
Nobody wins
She said, don’t take it personal
But you're still breathing
Still sorry, still documenting your still life
Still kissing, still wishing good luck to enemies
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene
Don’t take it personally
I’m alone but I’m a part of the world
You're just a spoilt little girl
Take me away if you could
She said, don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly in life
Don’t take it personal
Can you see me through the mud in your eyes
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly inside
Oh no
She said, don’t take it personal
Which I took as a compliment
How ignorant of me
No sense and no excuse in philosophy
Can I get my cable here, the land of nothing's free
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene, she said
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly in life
Oh no!
She said don’t take it personal
Dramatic over load where we used to run
This is not the kind of fun I'd trust my memory
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene, she said
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly inside
Oh no!
Can you see me through the mud in your eyes
It's alright, much better if we try
Nobody wins
She said, don’t take it personal
But you're still breathing
Still sorry, still documenting your still life
Still kissing, still wishing good luck to enemies
There's nothing good on TV
And nobody loves you like me
You're not a part of this scene
Don’t take it personally
I’m alone but I’m a part of the world
You're just a spoilt little girl
Take me away if you could
She said, don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly in life
Don’t take it personal
Can you see me through the mud in your eyes
Don’t take it personal
You're photogenic but you're ugly inside
Oh no
She said, don’t take it personal
Lyrics submitted by corey777
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