I see the world through eyes of desperation
Never knew how long I'd fall
But I fell through years and years of darkness
Still I cannot seem to hit the ground

I let my guard down and you caught me by suprise
Nothing is ever carved in stone

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself (for myself)

I've build my life upon decades of experience
But what I built for years took days for you to raze
In the end I learned that one single snowflake
Can set an avalanche in motion

Some questions are dangerous, the truth is not an option
This is the illusion I pulled down over your eyes
But I let my guard down and you caught me by suprise
Nothing is ever carved in stone

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself (for myself)

I secure my every step, slowly I advance away from you
How can i forgive you when it wasn't your fault

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been...

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself (for myself)

Will I spend my life wondering
What could have been
If I didn't throw it away
Or will I struggle on
And find a better path for myself


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My Escape Lyrics as written by John Per Emil Bengtsson Karin Axelsson

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    I'm loving the love and other disasters album. I've noticed there's an imporvement in their music compared to their previous albums eden fire and only inhuman, maybe because it's more melodic? I'm finding the vocals, drum and guitar work to improvise more perfectly to produce better sound and harmony. I can def see their influences shining through their work. Most of their songs hold a similiar format/ structure or sound effect to that of Soilwork's songs. The guttural growls can also challenge that of Anders in, In Flames. This band is truly talented and without a doubt their future works will be even better. This song, affliction, damage control, fallout, red-eyed friend, ruin, encaged, hellgate and powershift (might as well say the entire album) are my fav tracks.

    DreamersDiseaseon November 08, 2008   Link
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    I think what this song means the singer always felt bad, or never felt love. Then he found some one that he actually likes but then she breaks up with him, or she disappeared, and now he feels all alone again.

    BringerOfNighton November 08, 2009   Link
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    I see the world through eyes of desperation Never knew how long I'd fall But I fell trough years and years of darkness Still I cannot seem to hit the ground

    I let my guard down and you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone

    Will I spend my life wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path for myself (for myself)

    I build my life upon decades of experience But what I build for years took days for you to raze In the end I learned that one single snowflake Can set an avalanche in motion

    Some questions are dangerous, the truth is not an option This is the illusion I pulled down over your eyes But I let my guard down and you caught me by surprise Nothing is ever carved in stone

    Will I spend my life wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path for myself (for myself)

    I secure my every step, slowly I advance away from you How can I forgive you when it wasn't your fault

    Will I spend my life wondering What could have been?

    Will I spend my life wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path for myself (for myself)

    Will I spend my life wondering What could have been? (If I didn't throw it away) Or will I struggle on And find a better path for myself

    Shivianoon January 12, 2011   Link

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