Check it
I grew up a freakin' screw up
got introduced to gin & juice and drank til I threw up
rebellious at the age of 14
I had dreams to be an MC
where role models smoked weed and sold D
My co-d' snitched, didn't know he was phony
he helped lock up a few of the homies
And my mama hated who I hung out with, but mama allowed it
I roll with grown men who actin childish
I chose a tough route
all of my new friends is thugged out
after church I got cussed out for being high in the choir stand
when the preacher began preaching
I was leavin' a chief to fire, man
Christmas Eve, 1996
the homie came through with a spliff and a stolen whip
hopped in the hooride, began to drive out to the city
Wasn't long before police greeted us with 9 milli's
one cop was like
if you even reach in your pocket for a comb
I'm blowin off your dome, hands on the steering wheel now"
My first thought was 'my mama's gonna kill me'
my mad son of age rotten steal things??
They found me guilty
hit me with five charges an' plus I lied
calling myself a keeper of the code of the streets
As soon as they threw me in the cell, I fell to my knees Crying to God like "Why this have to happen to me?"

I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home

I had a baby out of wedlock, I'm only nineteen
trying to juggle a job and go to LCC (yayayayaya)
between school and work I had to follow my heart
while the drugs is driving me and my baby mama apart
my daughter turned 4 months, we finally parted our ways
I moved back to Winchester and connected with J
I couldn't keep a job, so I wished upon a star
hoping that this hip hop takes me far
My father figure was my uncle, lost & feened out
And the only thing that's keeping me sane is freestylin'
An' finding roaches in ashtrays, smoking cancer sticks after the hash blazed nas-tay was my attitude
moved that away, shrewd
I kept writing 'til the gutter finally consumed me
wouldn't you?
Reality bites and weighs a ton,
It's time to roll with God 'cause there's nowhere to run
I wanna come home...

I just wanna I just wanna go (wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go (I wanna go home)
I just wanna I just wanna go home

I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home
I just wanna go home


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