"My Never" as written by and Justin Furstenfeld....
Will you think of me in time
It's never my luck so never mind
I want to say your name but
The pain starts again
It's never my luck so never mind

I had a dream that you with me and
It wasn't my fault you rolled me over
Flipped me over a somersault and that
Doesn't happen to me I've never been
Here before I saw forever in my never
And I stood outside her heaven

Will you wait for me in time
It's never my luck so I'll say never mind
I lost a lot of what I don't expect to ever return
I tend to push til the pushing' goes from hurting' to burnt
I always take them to that place
I thought they wanted to go
Then end up dancing 'around this
Clown commands applause at his show

I had a dream that you with me and
It wasn't my fault you rolled me over
Flipped me over like a somersault and
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before
I saw forever in my never and
I stood outside her heaven her heaven
Inside her heaven her heaven

I can only dream of you and
Sleep that I never see sunlight
Again I can try to be with you but
Somehow I'll end up just losing a friend and
I can only reach for you relate to you
I'm losing my friend where did she go where

I had a dream that you with me
It wasn't my fault you rolled me over
Flipped me over a somersault and
That doesn't happen to me
I've never been here before but I saw forever
In my never and I stood outside her heaven
I stood outside her heaven I stood outside her heaven
Wont you let me into your heaven


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"My Never" as written by Justin S Furstenfeld

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  • +2
    General CommentI couldn't love this song more! I've been talking to this guy for a really long time, and we established the fact that we loved each other, and we want to get married and live with each other in the future. But the problem is that we live on different sides of the country. And we have to wait three years until we can be together. As much as we say "we'll see each other" and "in three years we'll finally be together" i know it's just NEVER going to happen. Three years is just too long of a time. As much as i want him, i just can't have him. He's "my never". We are just like best friends, but that's all we'll ever be to each other.
    chelsbels105on October 02, 2010   Link
  • +1
    General CommentAh this song is so amazing. I heard it for the first time the other day and I can't wait for this CD to come out in March!

    In my opinion and basically what Justin said it was about is what you call a person that you wish could be the one but their unavailable to you. They were sent from heaven but you can't reach them, their your never. Your best friend, everything to you and more.

    I love his lyrics, i can always relate to his songs.
    AMAZING.
    bitter_sweet228on August 09, 2008   Link
  • +1
    General CommentAt the Stephenie Meyer Concert Series he sang this song and said that it was about this girl he just liked from the start. He really liked her but had no idea what to do about it, but it looked like nothing would ever come of it. So he called up a friend and asked her what he should do and she told him that the girl was his "never" but she later ended up becoming his wife. ^_^
    kayore55on August 13, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Commentwow!! i was wondering how long it would take for someone to post the lyrics. (6 days) thanks for adding it!!

    i'm glad that they played this song at the breaking dawn concert thing. i didn't go to the concert but i watched it on the internet. i started watching it when they started playing this song. it was amazing!! it fits jacob perfectly!!!!! i can just picture jacob standing in the woods outside the cullen's house thinking every word in this song!!! but i think everyone can relate to this song. its so beautiful but its so sad!!!! and its one of my favorite songs...

    (the very last line is messed up though. it should be "won't you let me into your heaven") but again, thank you VERY much for posting this song.
    crazychickyon August 09, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis song is perfect.
    I think everyone has someone in mind when they hear the words "my never."
    monicabeetleon August 10, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentOne can only hope that Blue October keeps this song acoustic. I think more guitars/drums could really ruin this song unless placed very strategically.
    Myownhappyendingon August 11, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentAt the Stephenie Meyer Concert Series he sang this song and said that it was about this girl he just liked from the start. He really liked her but had no idea what to do about it, but it looked like nothing would ever come of it. So he called up a friend and asked her what he should do and she told him that the girl was his "never" but she later ended up becoming his wife. ^_^
    kayore55on August 13, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General Commentso sad :(
    wereTHRIVINGon August 25, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentAh, i absolutley love it.
    Its a little different from our well known Blue October,
    But none the less, amazing ofcourse.
    Sweetlove311on January 03, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General Commentahh jacob.. i cryedd so trueee
    murron January 04, 2009   Link

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