Oh why can't I be what you need?(You might be just what I need)
A new improved version of me.(No I would not change a thing)
But I'm nothing so good no, I'm nothing...(Been dreaming of this so long)
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs(But we only exist in this song)
Of violence, of love, and of sorrow.(The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow)
I beg for just one more tomorrow!(And if you come and meet me tomorrow)
Where you'd hold me down, fold me in(I will hold you down, fold you in)
Deep deep deep in the heart of your sins.(Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live)
I'd break in two over you(I break in two over you)
I'd break in two(I break in two)
And each piece of me dies(And if a piece of you dies)
And only you can give the breath of life!(Autumn, I will bring you back to life)
But you don't see me.(Of course I see you)
You don't.(I do.)

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light,
Bleached and blinded by these nights.
Where I'm tossing and tortured till dawn
By you, visions of you, then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face,
When i hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that i did was for you...

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life!
But you dont see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you
I'd break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life!
But you don't see me. You don't.

I'd break in two over you,
I'd break in two over you! Over you
I'd break in two,
I would break in two for you.
Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't



Lyrics submitted by BlissfulBella

The Fiction We Live (Autumn's Monologue Vs. The Fiction We Live by From Autumn To Ashes) song meanings
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    Not their best.

    altf4on September 09, 2009   Link

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