I am so mad at you
for making me such a bastard
giving me such high standards
I'm mad at you

But I'll find you
inside of someone else
even if finding you in someone else is hard to do

This never ending pursuit
of happiness
is getting harder and harder to accomplish
the lies I tell myself
just so I can get by
are getting less and less convincing
all the time

and I just can't shake the feeling that I'll be alone forever
please tell me that's not the case

So I will go look for
things I find important
and qualities that are unique
and traits I find attractive in other people


Lyrics submitted by DakotaFloyd, edited by queertopia

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    Memory

    I cant shake the feeling that I'm alone while you are not

    woodyallienon September 29, 2013   Link

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