Rewrite

This is to the woman who I loved and lost,
Intertwined souls of the universe,
Got divorced when it wasn't forced,
Cos single thoughts of being double-crossed,
'Til there's no love lost,
I can't even start this...

She said forever,
This is the rewrite, This is the rewrite,
Yo, check this out!

This is to the woman who I used to respect,
Now I call her a bitch cause I'm constantly upset,
So this is to the +bitch+ who cut communication,
For a new relation,
Selfishness spread through the nation,
All I ever needed was a hug,
To wrap my loving arms around you, you blew it off with a shrug,
So all I ever wanted was a hand to hold,
I ain't the man to scold,
Your plan is cold but god damn its old,
It's about time get inside of my head while I'm out my mind,
As I scream cry, yell, shout and whine,
All I ever asked for,
Was an ear to hear me,
What you really have to wear that mask for?
You straight shattered my glass jaw,
Now I'm picking up the pieces of my past, what you last saw,
But see this, needless to say, you went astray,
And all people ever hear Paul say is,
I don't give a damn, I don't care,
That's all I hear from myself tryin' to make things clear
Yeah, I don't give a FUCK for real I don't FUCKING CARE
That's all I hear..

The pain stops with the end of raindrops,
But this cloudy weather, just reminds me of the time we spent together,
And how you left forever like that with a snap of fingers,
Pain lingers, so this is to the,
Woman who I made my family,
Now I call her a bitch just to save my sanity,
So this is to that +bitch+,
Who I thought would be right here,
She's just a monster in my reoccurring nightmare,
Now when my grandfather died, you weren't there for me,
When my grandmomma died, you weren't there for me,
When my natural dad died, you weren't there for me,
You saw me and just ignored me like "Sorry end of the story",
My family's dropping like flies somehow I got to rise,
But nobody's by my side, can't look straight into my eyes,
Nobody's by my side, can't look straight into my eyes,
My fist grabs air, I stare into the lies,
I never felt more lonely, I made you the one and only,
Individual to know me- This is the thanks that you show me?
I never felt more lonely, I made you the one and only,
Individual to know me, never thought that you'd turn phony,
But you did, now I'm going all out kid,
And I got mad hate to deal with,
Just ask digs, I'm having trouble letting anyone get close to me,
And that's a major problem because that's not the way it's supposed to be,
Supposedly, I should keep my composure,
Right now, I'm like "wow", it's time for me to seek closure,
Mental pictures are destroyed - overexposure,
Ever get that feeling that nobody really knows ya'?
This is to the woman who I called my best friend,
Now I call her bitch, because she made that switch to that +bitch+,
Who I shouldn't disrespect,
So now I call her woman just to keep myself in check...

Shit, this is the rewrite,
Fuck it, bring it back...