i walk alone inside these walls
and it's not easy
seems like everytime i escape
there's another following
me, i'm running now they're coming
i can feel them shooting me
without asking, lights are flashing

but i guess that it's what i've become
let me live as who i am
never wanted nothing
but you don't let me breathe
that's who i am

i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way
i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way

beging to chase, i know i'm wanted
hey, like i'm no victim
being nice to me, some mistakes without observations
for opinions of extortion, seeing what you really mean
it's a shame (that all these last names could be a curse?)

it's what i've become
let me live as who i am
never wanted nothing
but you don't let me breathe
that's who i am

i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way
i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way

that's how it feels to take the sacred fro mthis heartache
but i have no regrets, i'm hoping for a better day
there's not a bill to take to save me from this heartache
but i have no regrets, i'm hoping for a better day

it's what i've become
let me live as who i am
never wanted nothing
but you don't let me breathe
that's who i am

what i've become
let me live as who i am
never wanted nothing
but you don't let me breathe
that's who i am

i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way
i've just begun
i've just begun
i've just begun to find my way


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