If you relish me, my time will be a ticking clock and crush me like i crush these rocks, until my fucking heart is stopped and suck me in, euphoric to the touch, i want some more of it, the rush is not enough cause you dont love me like the first time that we fucked, and now im on the carpet tryna pick you up and huff you up, you fucked me up and now im stuck all doors are shut, pressures rising close me eyes, im lost in my own paradise, eyes open wide, im tryna mend these wounds, i crave you like i crave the womb, the stars, the moon, the sun, and we've only just begun, this love affair that gets us nowhere, but i dont care...i dont care

cocaine, whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow
cocaine, wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow

i smell you on my pillow, i should kill you, i should tell you that i love you, but i will not let you be the one to break me of my struggle, still juggle moods and attitudes, goddamn your rude, and when its you and me, i dont even crave for food, i need booze and without you i need pills, without you i feel ill ,suck you up in dollar bills, but your really fucking killing me, poisoned will in me that has me staring at the ceiling paint, panting til i paint, until you tie me in restraints, i just cant take it no more, get away from the door and let me be without you i might have to face insanity, but fuck it just give me one more kiss because i love it......

cocaine, whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow
cocaine, wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow

more lines to blow more lines to blow,blow, blow
and i dont care anymore

cocaine, whenever ride the snow somebody hide the blow
cocaine, wherever ride the snow ive got more lines to blow

i should kill you.....



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    This song is awesome!! It's really intense and heartfelt. I think it could either be literally about a coke addiction or an addictive, destructive relationship with a person.

    somesenseofsecurityon October 02, 2008   Link

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