The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
Through the wall, he threw me
I know he'd never hurt me
Daddy watch me sleeping
Praying for you silently
Daddy's love makes me whole
Without him, I'm insecure
The only girl he'd ever love
Love is one that smells so pure
I know he'd never hurt me
Daddy watch me sleeping
Praying for you silently
Daddy's love makes me whole
Without him, I'm insecure
The only girl he'd ever love
Love is one that smells so pure
Lyrics submitted by indie-YYY, edited by Fiftyfifth, fawnsnow, 0libersykes, east coast
Tell Me What to Swallow Lyrics as written by Ethan Kath Alice Glass
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Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
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There is still an amazing amount of hope and will in the lyrics; and the lyrics themselve rank and easy five. If only music was stronger it would be one of those great radio songs that you hear once a week 20 years after it was released. The imagery is almost tear-jerking ("City lights lay out before us", "Speeds so fast felt like I was drunk"), and the idea of starting from nothing and just driving and working and denigrating yourself for a chance at being just above poverty, then losing in the end is just painful and inspiring at the same time.
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The whole album carries undertones of violent internal struggle, particularly one of a younger girl. Alice's vocals on the more aggressive tracks like xxzxczx me seem to represent moments where the struggle bleeds over into physical manifestation. Even on tracks like these, the use of harsh, bright synth sounds and upbeat rhythms create a disturbing child-like aura. It would seem that Tell Me What To Swallow is almost a step back from the other tracks; a look at the root of the struggle that is underlying throughout the album.
Of course this is all speculation.
Regardless, this song is incredible. Gorgeous layering and mixing.
the correct lyrics are
Through the wall he threw me I know he'd never hurt me Daddy watched me sleeping I've been praying for you silently
Daddy's love makes me whole Without him I'm insecure The only girl he'd ever Love is the one who smells so pure
gotten from andy from lies records
isn't it "never" instead of "ever"
According to her Wikipedia article, Alice Glass left home at fourteen, with the reason given as an "existential crisis," or something. This song makes it seem like abuse was more likely. Especially considering the fact that not many fourteen year olds have existential crises.
I feel like the song title is saying what drugs do you need to take to make the painful memories and scars of your childhood to cease to exist.
I totally agree. It does seem to have a pedophilia/incest theme. It's very pretty but very dark, and stands out so starkly from the rest of the album, like the whole thing was a put-on until the final track. Incredible.
I always heard the first line as "Through the wall he threw me"
I sort of thought that fitted in more with the other lines, and that it fitted in with the the theme of abuse/paedophilia, I'm probably wrong though.
But if it was "through the wall he threw me, I knew he'd never hurt me"
It could mean, he's hurting her by throwing her through the wall, but she's in denial of it because it's her father and she loves him, or something. Maybe i've just got it all wrong hahah
I somehow find this song beauitful
me too..<br /> 40 layers of alices voice really works..
These are the correct lyrics off their official website...
"Through the wall he threw me I know he'd never hurt me Daddy watch me sleeping I've been praying for you silently
Daddy's love makes me whole Without him i'm insecure The only girl he'd ever love Is one that smells so pure"
I became aware of this song through a clip from "J'ai Tué Ma Mère", the debut film of Xavier Dolan. It must be one of my favorite scenes, thanks to this song. (youtube.com/watch)
wow ...i had a hard time trying to get this lyrics...i got the first lines right but the rest were hard for me..thanks