Callous! I awake in this dream state. everyday runs together. I am a hallow shell. Colors and lights run together. I don't feel. My only defense is sleep and the sleep-like. This is beyond mediocrity, this is reality. This is beyond apathy, this is giving up. What hurts most is discovering all I believed in and fastened myself too are illusions. As the world distracts and decays. The only portion of it I know distracts me and I begin to decay. Distract and decay. The smell is overwhelming. There is life off in the landscape. I can see it through the distortion and blur. My legs are now dead weight, I'll drag myself there if I have to.
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