Uchiakerarenai dare mo shinjirarenai dare mo kare mo
Hora subete mienai sashikonda hikari ga kiete ima ni mo kareru
Uchiakerarenai koto wa watashi no yowasa watashi no kako
Eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga kiete yuku to

Kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kowarete yuku
Namida wo koroshite warau hibi yo
Kokoro ga shimeshita shinjiru imi no nasa wo
Watashi wo koroshita gizen hito yo

Eru mono mo aru keredo kitto te ni nigiru yasashisa ga
Arifureta kotae wa ikiru koto hakushi ni modoshite umarekawaru

Kokoro ga tozashite ima ni mo kuzureochiru
Namida wo koroshite sakebu hibi yo
Kokoro ga nokoshita shinjiru imi no tsuyosa
Watashi wo koroshita watashi kokoro


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Mushi song meanings
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  • +1
    General CommentI love this song.
    Saul.Von October 13, 2007   Link
  • +1
    General Comment'My own heart killed me'
    *Sobs*

    This song is amazing, it's reduced me to tears so many times. I watched the live video of it and the emotions are that strong Kyo can barely breathe to keep singing. Totally stunning
    Feuercruxon October 14, 2007   Link
  • +1
    General CommentDefinitely one of like the saddest most beautiful songs EVER!!
    I almost cant stand to listen to it sometimes :p
    lindajd02on September 24, 2008   Link
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    General Commentthe most amazing song ive heard in a while.
    he sings it with such emotion it almost breaks your heart [metaphorically]
    heh, such a nerd...metaphorically.
    but yeah
    amazing song.
    Yazz93on January 27, 2009   Link
  • 0
    General CommentMushi, much like many other Diru songs seeps into your senses. I happen to like looking at japanese versions of lyrics - I like studying the way he times his voice. It actually means a lot. This song to me is almost too close to home.
    miyabion April 07, 2006   Link
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    General CommentSuch a very beautiful song, this is. So sad and dark and..There's no words to describe this song, it's absolutely awesome.
    I just can't understand how almoust every lyrics Kyo-sama has written hit so close to my heart. He seems to write down everything that I'm thinking and feeling inside me... I love him propably more than his songs, he's more than just like a god to me. He's the one person I respect very, very, VERY much.
    Hikageon May 14, 2006   Link
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    General CommentAh this is by far my favorite Diru song. It hits home especially if you see the live clips. Kyo puts so much emotion into it it's hard not to cry right along with him. This song is the true defination of art at it's finest IMHO
    Aisuruon May 15, 2006   Link
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    General CommentThis is so sad. I love it alot, because I feel I can relate to it on some levels. Kyo is amazing with words. When I saw a live performance of this, I was in tears by the end!
    toshiyaMADsexualon December 08, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Commentwhat does this mean?
    KSon December 08, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis song is so emotional, and Kyo's voice throughout the whole thing sounds so pain riden and like he'll burst into tears at any moment. Toshiya, Kaoru, Die, and Shinya also did amazing with the music for this. It's like they all incorperated their feelings into one, and started playing from their hearts...it's wonderful.
    Phuzzaphobiaon February 18, 2007   Link

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