The white wall before you seems to close in
Let out you rage until your knuckles break
Bleeding and gasping fall to your knees
Collapse to the ground, it's all you can take

They watch behind closed doors
Judging and testing, pushing to the edge
Your eyes have lost focus and your life a blur
Pull up the covers and hide in your bed

It all turns to darkness
Heaven isn't real
Their words don't hurt
'Cause you can't feel

Your numb to everyone, everything and all the time
You've lost control, you've lost your mind
All those songs you heard, of people giving up
Laugh to yourself, you thought they were untrue

A .44 looks promising when death's your only friend
It whispers true love, it whispers the end
No one watches you tremble and shake
For the lessons you've learned, the plans you've made

They never should've left it loaded
You never should've known
That you would paint the walls red
In this nightmare of a home

You won't leave a note
You won't tell them why
You'll leave them to guess
You'll leave them to cry

A part of you wishes you'll miss and be saved
The other side already wrote the words on your grave
If you choose a bullet in the brain
Make sure it's a shot in the dark

There's still a chance you'll quit with heart

Turn off the lights
Load up your saviour
it's the cowards way out
Yet you couldn't be braver

Lyrics submitted by seandt

A Toast For Honesty Pt. 1 song meanings
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