"Spay Me" as written by and Max Bemis....
I fucked someone with words, broke a promise
You forgave but you won't forget
I pray the day will come, when you see I was numb
Till you burned me with your cigarette
But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered
I sing with my gums spiked with glass
I pray and I beg like a dog
Hump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke ass

Why do you, always have to push you far away from me?
All I want is to stay with you
So naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in you
Know that I'm holding you down
Now you're out on the town
The courage you found is spitting in spite of me
Leaving me dead on the ground

Cater to me or punch myself until my face is blue
Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do

If I'm an arrogant prick shitting out heart attacks
Then you're the queen of the dammed, feelingless, devoid of tact
Hey I'm the crazy one here! I'm dying of a deep regret

But I can't stand these nights I've spend alone, awake, begging
Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings
I'm sorry my love, I'm gone
You keep egging this on

What did I just do?
Pack my shit up and go, I'm getting wasted
Pack my shit up and go, I'm gonna face this
What did I just do?

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"Spay Me" as written by Max Bemis

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    General Comment"What did I just do?
    Pack my up and go, I'm getting wasted.
    Pack my up and go, I'm gonna face this.
    What did I just do?"

    i love this part. it's perfect.
    xXHeyLushXxon October 30, 2007   Link
  • +1
    General Commentthis song is so freaking powerful, i get chills whenever it reaches the "cater to me...." bit
    apac123on January 02, 2008   Link
  • 0
    General CommentI think it's about the beginning of the end of his relationship with his (ex?)girlfriend.
    suchaxsuckeron October 25, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Commentit's obviously about an arguement he had, maybe he cheated on her and she did the saem but it was more intimate?
    Twikkion November 03, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General CommentHas anyone else noticed part of this song sounds just like Great Awakening?
    stargazing.on November 04, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthis song is wayy underrated. Also, I think I heard John Nolan's voice again, or is it just me?
    halfmikeon November 07, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthat isn't john nolan's voice. that is kenny vasoli from the starting line
    halcyondaze429on November 12, 2007   Link
  • 0
    General CommentYeah. It is the same melody as Great Awakening. The song is great.
    Gilligan2346on November 14, 2007   Link
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    General Commentthis is max qq'ing about karma getting back at him. he treats his girlfriend like shit in "An Insult to the dead" and here we find she is doing the same to him..
    vulgaron November 17, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI think that after Max cheated on her in 'people like you..' they decided to see other people, but as is usually the case that works out better for her then for him. She starts sleeping with a bunch of different guys. And he calls her out on it and says she's easy. She freaks out and reminds him that he cheated on HER. And that they aren't exclusive anymore.
    So he yells at her and basically says he doesn't want to see her anymore and storms out. As he's leaving his concious says 'what did I just do' and he geniunly feels empty and horrible for what he has just done. However, to cope with it he blocks out these feelings and goes out to get shit faced.
    picketfence14on February 02, 2008   Link

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