"What I Always Wanted" as written by and Morgan Lee Lander Mercedes Lander....
Dont get lost in a lie!
Hit or miss
Beside, myself, with doubt, push on
What's to come must be proved
Focus bliss
Charcoal stares
One foot at a time
Smear those lines
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
Certainty
Is not at hand
I can't keep my eyes shut
You talk not to listen
I thought I found
What I always wanted
Bear with me
I thought I found
What I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted
I got what I wanted
I got just what I always wanted


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    General CommentNobody's written anything??? =O ! But it's such an amazing song!
    Bethamphetamineon November 11, 2007   Link
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    General Commentyeah!!! FUCK YEAH!
    peace_love_empathyon December 02, 2007   Link
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    General CommentUm, the first lyric is wrong. It's supposed to be

    Opened up it's revealed
    kittieroxsohardon January 17, 2008   Link
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    General Commentto me, it's about someone getting what they thought they wanted, but it either wasn't really what they REALLY wanted or it came with a price.
    Eric0912on August 06, 2008   Link
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    General Commentthis song. omg. fav kittie song.
    altf4on September 28, 2008   Link
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    My InterpretationIt's true, the first lines of the song are:
    "OPENED UP, IT'S REVEALED! Savor this"
    But anyway...

    I think it's about having someone diagnosed with some disease or other ("opened up, it's revealed!"). Maybe someone in the past who's abused Morgan (or whoever, lol) and she's wanted dead or gone for so long and now it's finally happened that they're sick or dying.

    But, at the same time she isn't sure exactly how she feels about it because wishing death or harm on someone is never good karma (lol). I dunno, just thinkin'. Kittie rocks :))
    lboogiegon January 27, 2009   Link
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    General CommentFor me I feel this song is about being with someone who seems to be what you always looked for, but knowing they are not right for you. I get a feeling of conflict as she feels like this guy or girl should be the right one for her, 'bear with me' could refer to not being sure what she wants
    blacklagoonon May 10, 2009   Link

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