In regards to the meaning of this song:
Before a live performance on the EP Five Stories Falling, Geoff states “It’s about the last time I went to visit my grandmother in Columbus, and I saw that she was dying and it was the last time I was going to see her. It is about realizing how young you are, but how quickly you can go.”
That’s the thing about Geoff and his sublime poetry, you think it’s about one thing, but really it’s about something entirely different. But the lyrics are still universal and omnipresent, ubiquitous, even. So relatable. That’s one thing I love about this band. I also love their live performances, raw energy and Geoff’s beautiful, imperfectly perfect vocals. His voice soothes my aching soul.
One day we'll say,
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
As the sun comes up over the horizon,
And my mind is burning out, like the fake lights beside me.
I look forward to tonight,
A time I'm truly happy.
Is this where I walk away?
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about, yeah.
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
The brighter I shine, the darker my shadows.
And they pull me behind, as I let off the pedal.
Why should I divide what feels so right?
Is this where I walk away?
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.
If I turn my back when I close my eyes,
Years from now, all that I'll find,
Is that emptiness burning and burning.
One day we'll say,
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.
[x2]
I don't love this anymore!
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
As the sun comes up over the horizon,
And my mind is burning out, like the fake lights beside me.
I look forward to tonight,
A time I'm truly happy.
Is this where I walk away?
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about, yeah.
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
The brighter I shine, the darker my shadows.
And they pull me behind, as I let off the pedal.
Why should I divide what feels so right?
Is this where I walk away?
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.
If I turn my back when I close my eyes,
Years from now, all that I'll find,
Is that emptiness burning and burning.
One day we'll say,
I'm scared one day I'll say
"I don't love this anymore."
[x2]
I'm scared now...is this working out?
Will my voice dissolve away?
It hurts to think about.
I'm scared one day I'll say,
"I don't love this anymore,"
Turn my back on all my fans...
It hurts to think about.
[x2]
I don't love this anymore!
Lyrics submitted by A7XWakingTheFallen
I'll Make It To Brigades Lyrics as written by Kevin Howard Gruft Eliot P Berube
Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Songtrust Ave
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Definitely agree with everything said. lol
I think Ashtate is absolutely right on this one! :) Great song too