This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Use me!
They take my voice and they feed my eyes
All I read is a bed of lies
I know the truth of the idiot youth
Is nothing than a guise
And who's scared?
Not me
So get up and use me
The universe, white from a bed
And don't you know he's already dead
So get up and use me
Tell me I have everything to live for
It means nothing to me
And from what I can see
And I'm blind
So get up and use me
The dumbing down of lies
The dumbing down of a bed of lies
So tell me, tell me, tell me, tell me
To get up and use me
Lyrics submitted by mlfm256
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oh i didn't know that. i just saw it on their website, so i put it up.
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