This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Everyday it's getting worse not better
Maybe we should sit and finally talk
Cause where were at, it's hard to measure
When I'm standing in front of a wall, yeah
You wanna know why I look sad and lonely
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault, so let me say I'm sorry
For making you the reason for my fall
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
You always hurt the people closest to ya
Guess I blamed you for everything wrong
And I don't know why it's so hard to tell ya
I guess that's why I'm writing you this song, yeah
You wanna know why I look sad and lonely
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault, so let me say I'm sorry
For making you the reason for my fall
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
Maybe we should sit and finally talk
Cause where were at, it's hard to measure
When I'm standing in front of a wall, yeah
You wanna know why I look sad and lonely
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault, so let me say I'm sorry
For making you the reason for my fall
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
You always hurt the people closest to ya
Guess I blamed you for everything wrong
And I don't know why it's so hard to tell ya
I guess that's why I'm writing you this song, yeah
You wanna know why I look sad and lonely
You wanna know why I can barely talk, well
It's not your fault, so let me say I'm sorry
For making you the reason for my fall
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish that I could be like I was before
I was riding high, but now I'm feeling so low
I wish that you could make my world feel better
And take away the hurt so I won't be so far gone (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish (yeah)
I wish, I wish, I wish, I wish
I wish, I wish, I wish
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